Sang's Love Letters

Nathan

Nathan My Love,

I love you my Honey with all of my heart! I am laying here thinking about you and rubbing our son's little feet as he stretches and turns trying to get comfortable. He is just as much a bed hog as you are already you would be so proud of him snuggling with his sister and protecting her already!

I know you are going to be an amazing and loving father not only to our son, but to all our children. You are not your father Nathan and you are not your mother, you will never abuse our children or abandon them, and our children will never abandon you either. You are going to help me raise a strong wonderful son who will honor his parents and protect his siblings with a fierce passion that he has inherited from you, his father. I look forward to you teaching Asher and all the children self-defense and martial arts. I think it is important for each of their fathers to teach them a special skill and for you each to bond with each of the children individually (No matter how many children we have!).

Honey, I miss being able to swim with you and cheat at all the races! I miss just being able to lay in your bed in your arms and talking about everything and nothing. I never thought it possible, but I miss watching all your zombie movies with you and shrieking in fear only to have you hold me close and remind me I am ok and safe with you. I miss our one on one training sessions that always seem to lead to one on one personal time with me pinned to the bed under you! I miss knowing you are close by always and can get to me quick if I need you.

When you come home, and everything gets back to normal (well, normal for our family) I want us to take a weekend and go somewhere just You, Ash and me so we can form our mini family bond and every year, I want us to take a weekend to just us three to keep that bond going strong. Even though the babies will have the same birthdays, I always want to take Ash for a special day just the three of us so he knows that while he will share his actually birthday with his brother and sister, he deserved to have a day for just him, I hope you will like this idea! When you have a big family like we do it is easy to lose time to ourselves, and we need to make sure each of the children feels as special, individual and precious!

Maybe when you come home we can eventually go on a date just the two of us, maybe a country concert, I would love to see your favorite artist with you, that would be super fun! The we can spend the night just the two of us rekindling our love! Until we meet again Honey, I love you please remember that!

I Love you with all of my heart,

Sang