The New Member And The Secret

Chapter 4

"Hey guys this is Vanessa!" Carter said. when he said that I looked up at Carter. he was standing there with a girl. "uh... who's this?" I said with tears in my eyes. "oh I didn't know you would be here...." When he said that I grabbed my phone put on my shoes and took off his hoodie and left. I trusted him!

it was so cold outside but I didn't care. I was in a tanktop and short shorts. my lips were probably dark blue. I've been out here for maybe 20 minutes. I'm not going back for awhile.

I got a phone call it was Carter. I declined it. then I got another call it was shawn, I declined it. I didn't answer any texts from them or calls for them. I decided to go back at 8:45. I didn't go to my room I went to Taylor's. he opened up and saw me. I saw Carter there. DAMN IT HES HERE! I saw he was there and turned around and went to walk back outside but taylor said "you're not going back out there!" "yes I am! I'm not going to talk to carter! he was going to cheat on me AGAIN!!!"

Carter heard me and came outside. I ran in the room when he came out. I sat in the corner so I could try to be by myself. my lips were still blue and my body was ice cold. I grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around me. Carter sat next to me and tried hugging me but I got up and said "really? why would u try to hug me when you were going to cheat on me AGAIN??" I went back to my room and that girl was there. "what the fuck are you doing here?" I asked her. "well Carter said he be right back so we could cuddle and make out." I got out of that room and went to Nash's room. I knocked and opened the door an I went in and cried on the floor. "Jen what's wrong?" him and Hayes asked. "Carter cheated on me AGAIN!" there was a knock at the door. it was Carter. "Carter just go back to that girl and be with her! cuz u obviously don't want me! if you cheated on me twice!" he stayed quiet "W-w-w-we are d-d-d-done." "Whatever I have Vanessa!" i left the room pushing him out of the way and going out side again taylor was in the lobby when I was leaving. I went back up to my room and there was Carter and Vanessa making out. I grabbed my pillow and blanket and packed my stuff and went to Shawn's room. I asked if I could stay in their room and they said yes. I said i would sleep on the floor but they said no.

I put in my head phones and started singing the song "baby don't cut" (I forgot the artist) my head phones got pulled off by someone. I saw that it was Carter. I just put my head back down and he said "I'm sorry" "no don't say that you said that the last time! I'm done go away go back to that girl!!" me and Carter were the only ones in the room because they guys went to eat. I told them I didn't want to. but I got up and went down to the restaurant and saw them I sat down with them. I started to get tears in my eyes. I texted my best friend...Jonathan

Jo for Jonathan j for Jen

J hey

Jo hey

J my boyfriend cheated on me twice...

Jo oh hell naw!!!

J it's ok I guess...

Jo Jen it's not ok! I can't let people treat you like that!

J I know but I got to go bye

Jo ok bye

I walked back to the room and saw Carter making out with the same girl. I went in the room and locked myself in the bathroom and cut my hip so no one would see it on my wrist. someone knocked on the door it sounded like Jc. I opened the door and he came in. "why did u lock the door?" "because..." "let me see your cuts!" "no..." "please!" *sigh* "ok" I showed him and he was silent. I walked out of the bathroom and walked out the door and there was Carter and Vanessa. "ew" i said under my breathe. I ran into someone when I turned the corner and I hurt the cuts. it was taylor. he saw the blood on my shirt.

"Why" "you know the answer Taylor go look in the hallway." he looked and said oh. I felt someone pick me up from behind I saw Aaron. I saw him wink at Taylor. we went to his room. I later on the bed and got in my pjs and fell asleep.