Forever young

The usual:

Lauran' s Pov:
With the sun scorching inside my window, I pull my warm covers over my head. But with the Un-ability to breath, I pull them back off me and try to go back to sleep. With the sun still coming through my window, I turn I'm my side facing away from the window. Findally! My breathing slows as I fall back asleep, just as I'm dropping off into the land of unknown, my phone rings.

Jesus, can't anyone get some freaking sleep around here. I look at the notification I just received. It was Sean asking if I'm awake. Nope. Nada. He's my ex, that now lives in another state. He only text me when he gets dumped, but it's like 11 am. No fucking way I'm getting up just yet.

I apparently dozed off sometime after that because when I woke again it was 2:18 in the afternoon. I drag myself up and get into the shower. After I'm done drying off my body and brushing my hair, I brush my teeth and go down stairs to get some food.

As I reach the bottom of the stairs I see my sister , desire, watching tv with her bestfriend Tiffany. I go to the fridge and get out an apple with a bottle of water. Might as well go for a run while I'm up. It rarely happens, I tell you. I got upstairs and sleep in my old cheerleading shoes and while I'm heading towards the door, I thought it would be better to let my sister know I'll be out.

"Hey desire, I'm going out for a run be back later." I called out. Not even knowing if she was paying attention to me.

"Alright. Whatever." She replied as soon as I was almost out the door. Ugh. Why do I even talk to her at all.

I start to jog around the corner. I never do this anymore. I usually sleep around the house all the day long, but today I just need to get up and do something. I put my earphones in and stared to play believer by imagine dragons. That song always got me in the mood to do something.

With the song on blast, I counting to jog down through the park. The wind was starting to breeze harder then before. But only barely . The sky was getting a Greyson color. I wonder if it's about to storm? Sure looks like it. On that note I changed my music to some Hasley and turned around to go home.

I reached back to the house around 3 pm. I wasn't out for long. I got inside and went straight to the shower. Even though I wasn't out long, I still smell like sweat. After I got out, I brush my hair and went downstairs and got some coffee. The reason being because it had started to rain and thunder. I took the freshly made coffee upstairs and sat it on my nightstand next to my bed.

I opened up the window curtains wide. The sky was a dark grayish blue. And it was pouring down and now lighting along with the thunder. I put on a little lamp next to my bed and started reading my book. I had just got the first two books in the series, the chronicles of nick.

As I read and sipped on my coffee, I realized that I liked being alone and doing things alone, gives me time to think. But I don't fancy being alone, you know?

Sometimes I just wish there was someone out there who would actually understand me.