[Shawn's pov]
It is just a lazy day, one of those days when I'm tired and all I want to do is cuddle with my beautiful girl. She is my everything, just to think that I have her makes me the happiest human in the world.
"Babe, are you ok?" I hear her saying while she enters the room and sits next to me. "Damn that was beautiful, those four words, she actually cares about me" I thought.
"I'm ok baby, it's just that I'm tired".
I feel her soft and cold hands stroking my back, "ok, if you need something just tell me" she says, then she kisses me on the cheek and gets up to leave the room. Damn again, she is killing me. "y/n", I stop her making her turn around. I look at her, she's also looking at me, shit! she makes me weak. After seconds of doing eye contact, she walks toward me and sits again by my side. "Yes darling?" I hear her sweet voice, I turn my face to find hers, woah she's beautiful, her eyes, her lips, everything. My heart starts beating faster, it's incredible how she can make me feel like this, my temperature rises, my whole body is a mix of emotions. I feel in heaven, how does she do it? It only happens when I'm with her, fuck, I love her.
"Babe are you sure you're ok? you don't seem like" y/n says with a worried voice.
"I'm not, you're right, I'm not ok".
"What's wrong Shawn?".
"Nothing".
"What do you mean?" she asks confused.
"I don't know, it's just that I'm not ok but nothing's wrong" I say touching her face softly.
"Can you be more specific?".
"Babe, I love you, and I'm not ok, you make me feel in a way no one has ever made me feel, it's weird but beautiful at the same time. You make me feel like, in other world, it's magical, just when I see you, I feel like I can't breath, you're so beautiful inside and out, I just can't omg y/n I love you, I can't even describe how I feel, and all that I'm saying it's just like a star in the whole galaxy. Babe I love you, I really do".
I look at her, I see she has watery eyes. Her smile is so big it can actually light up all the room.
"Shawn, I- I can't" she breaks down and cries.
I don't understand what happened, I hug her while she's crying on my shoulder, I try to calm her down, "babe what happened?", I hug her tighter, stroking her hair. She's also trying to calm down. When she finally does, she pulls back, she's still smiling, I don't get it.
"Baby?", I say.
She starts laughing. "y/n you're scaring me".
"Nooo, don't. I'm sorry".
"Sorry for what?", now I'm the confused one.
She wipes her tears and says, "I'm sorry for scaring you, I didn't mean to. I started crying because... damn Shawn, I love you too, and those words were wow... the most beautiful words someone has ever told me and I couldn't help it. And then I started laughing because you looked so cute with that concerned face", she giggled and continued, "and babe, believe me, I feel the exact same things when I'm with you, believe it or not I do".
She finished, looking at me all the time right in the eyes, every word that came out of her mouth was beautiful, she had an incredible mind, what an intelligent girl! God, I want her forever.
"Babe, can you promise me something?" I asked.
"What baby boy?".
"Well, it's than I don't want to lose you, I can't even imagine my life without you, and I'm really scared if that happens so... please promise me that you will never leave me, and if one day we're fighting terrible and you say you will leave, I don't matter how much we're hating each other in that moment but I'm gonna wrap you like this (I wrapped her so tight that she laughed) and never let you go. And if you don't want to, well... I will just lock you in the closet haha". I finished kissing her on the cheek.
"But babe, what if I'm not the one leaving, but you are?" she asked with an innocent voice.
"Well darling just do the same, wrap me until I stay".
"But you're too big, I can't with you" she laughed also making me laugh.
"Exactly, just lock me in the closet" I answer her then continuing, "so baby, do you promise?".
"I promise", she said while doing the pinky promise.
After some silent minutes, I look at her, I look at her and I look at her, I swear I don't get tired of looking at her.
"Woman you kill me" I think in a loud voice.
"What did you say?" she asks.
"Nothing babe, I was just thinking".
"Thinking out loud then", she giggles and then says, "don't worry babe, you also kill me".
I look at her once again, I can't resist it. I kiss her, damn those lips, my whole body collapses. I don't want that kiss to end. I grab her face kissing her harder. I pull back, I look at her in the eyes and say, "everytime that I kiss you, I want to kiss you harder and harder but it's just impossible, I already kiss you that hard".
"Nothing is impossible, honey" she says while biting her lower lip.
"Oh shut up" I say before she starts to tease me more. And there she is again, teasing me saying, "make me".
I died, she is so smart. I kiss her again, I want to feel her lips forever on mines. I kissed her until I couldn't breath, being 100% sure she also did the same.
After a beautiful and magical afternoon, we cuddle until we fall asleep with each other in our arms, wanting to be there forever and never leaving each other's life.
