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Journal entry 3971

Cold or warm i watch eyes swarm
with pain

every night I envision this strain

to break free and take flight

speak my words and believe theyre right

walk the streets and see the lights.

Have someone to hold on tight

but that'll never happen and that's all right

. I see these shadows every night, hunting me left and right.

Saying things like it'll never be alright

But I know that already, I know unlike Maya Angelou I'll never rise,

Always under the tide

Pain gripping holding tight looking

for the sky but the waters too high

My pain coming from deep down inside
I can't remember the last time I heard a lullaby

Easing my pain telling me there's no reason to cry
no reason why I should just end my life
All those things in my file go on for miles and miles
Saying things that make me seem crazy
But in reality none of those things phase me

Its the people I love the most that drive me crazy

Saying things that made kill them all

Saying I'll never be able to stand tall

They love to watch my down fall

And I love to watch there eyes ball as I splatter there brain across the damn wall

What's wrong with me my gawd

They see me bleed

And pretend I don't need to be freed

No prescription drug or weed

The judge telling me my crimes need to be anteed

This time I couldn't flee

Gone from reality imagining the brutality

I could to those who stabbed me in
the back,having me on knees

Like god please save me from myself

Just kill me

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