Entering the common area I sit in a corner by my self. As usual, while walking I hear people murmuring insults about me that they won't dear say directly to me. They all act as if they're normal. They hide who they are truly. Me I embrace it, I'm crazy or as our director likes to call it 'mentally disturbed'. She's full of shit if you ask me. She always has this fake plastered smile, if she wasn't payed well she would be frowning at us all in disapproval.
Once I made it to my seat I took in my surroundings the voices in my head not letting me rest not even for a moment. Eddy some old miserable guy who never failed to aggrivate me made his way to my table. Before he could sit I prayed to God that he help me go through this encounter without any physical damage being done.
"Hey how you doin' crazy" his thick new York ascent flowed out of his bearded mouth. Rolling my eyes I ignore his comment and looked for the guards that are supposed to be doing their job. Throwing my food away the guard escorts me to my room and from my room I go to 'therapy'. She's been trying to get me to talk for 6 months one thing I learned while growing up was to never trust
'Looking down at the body that I managed to kill with a steak knife from the kitchen I look up to see the neighbor who helped me kill in the past he promised not to tell, he promised he'd never hurt me, but the thing about promises, is they always end up broken. He RAPED me, he took away my innocence and in return gave me horrible memories to live with for the rest of my life. I tried to tell my Mom, but she said I lied and that I always lie and that I was the devils spawn, and would never amount to anything without her help and that if she died I would have nowhere to go.
12 days I stayed in that house with my parents and that neighbors dead bodies. I could still feel his heart beating under my thumb as I slit his throat and held him as he bled out so I would be the last thing he saw.'
Flashback over
Those following days changed something within me. I guess you could say "I snapped" but I assure you this when I escape this place there are things and people I have to attend to.
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