APOLOGIES

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RYAN POV

I drove home and thought about what Luke said he really loves me. But I don't know if I love him back. I don't want to leave Del even though he hurt me. He was drunk so I don't blame him drunk people do stupid things. Jonathan came up to me and hug me tightly with tears in his eyes.

"Baby I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. I never will do that to you i was stressed from work. So I went to the bar I came home drunk. I'm so sorry ohmie please baby forgive me ": He said crying

"How did you know that you hurt me last night": I said worried

"Luke called me and said I was a bitch and I didn't deserve you for hurting you": He said crying

"I forgive you baby come on let's cuddle and watch some netflix": I said kissing him on the lips gently

Am I making the right decision staying with Delirious or do i love Luke. I was caught off from my thoughts when a cute kitten snore came from john. I pick him up bridal style and lay him on the bed a kissed him goodnight and lay down. And thought about Luke and that kiss.
I fell into a deep sleep and dream about Luke.

(Dream)

Me and luke sitting in sand watching the sunset hand in hand. He stands on one knee holding a velvet box.

"My dearest ryan my love my baby. You are my sun to my moon. You make my heart skip a beat when I see you. And baby I cant be more happier to be with you. I love waking up next to you every morning and having cuddle time and little kisses here and there. Would you do the honor of being my husband till the day I die": He said opening the box with tears in his eyes

"Yes of course Luke I'll marry you. I love you so much": I said kissing him on the lips crying tears of joy

(End of dream)

I wake up crying. Why am I crying I don't love Luke do I. Do I even love delirious anymore god this is so confusing.

WILL Ryan GO WITH Luke AND LEAVE Delirious WHO KNOWS JUST WAIT AND SEE OR DOSE Ryan REALLY ACCEPT DELIRIOUS Apologies

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