5:30 AM
I flip the pillow once more to feel the cold material on my face. Snuggling further into the blankets provided by the hospital, I close my eyes and finally feel a sense of ease.
BEEP BEEP
Bloody hell. Just my luck for the alarm to go off right when I am almost asleep. This hospital spares me close to no sleep. Whether it be an nurse coming in to 'check on me' or my anxiety pumping through the roofs.
I wince as I sit up on the bed; my back aches from all of the tossing and turning that I have done. Not to mention the rock hard bedding. I hate how sleep can be so exhausting for me. And that's a double meaning. I hold the terrible pain of overthinking. What if this and what if that. Its excruciating, as if my mind has to constantly torment me.I groan and stand up, heading towards the furnished bathroom. At least I can be discharged today.
I've been hospitalized at least 6 times in the last two months.
I suppose its necessary when you have lung disease.
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Teen FictionThe name is Adeline, Addie for short. I'm sick, deeply sick. I've always heard of people using their illness as weakness. Not me, I plan to make the best of it.