Little Boy~ ✔

Awhile

"What do you want to eat little boy?" Shownu asked Wonho who was sitting on a chair, legs crossed, at the kitchen table.

"Ice cweam!" Wonho exclaimed, throwing his hands in the air.

"That's not healthy," Shownu said with a little smile.

"Um, then NOODWES!!" Wonho exclaimed again happily. Shownu laughed a little bit at how cute Wonho was acting.

"Okay, I'll make you noodles," Shownu said, turning around to start cooking.

"OOO! Can you makes the rices too?" Wonho asked in his baby voice like always.

"Anything for you," Shownu said.

Wonho giggled a bit. He loved Shownu and he knew Shownu loved him, but someone had other ideas.

'Hey! What did I say about being little?' Wonho heard someone say in his head.

"Hm?" Wonho hummed and tilted his head. He was too deep in little space to know it was in his head.

'I said, nobody likes when you're little Wonho. You just make everyone sick. No one even likes you. You're just a mistake. Why do you think your parents left?'

"Hey stops it, not vewy nice," Wonho mumbled to himself as tears began to make his eye sight blurry.

'Shownu doesn't even like when your little.'

"Yes does."

'Do you really think he wants to take care of you, have to cook for you, come rushing every time you cry or lose your stupid pacifier.'

"But dadas said-"

'Your daddy only said that so you wouldn't be upset. I bet he just wants you for sex like last time.'

Wonho's eyes widened when he heard the voice mention last time. He knew exactly what the voice was referring to.

"He wouldn'ts," Wonho responded as he felt a lump grow in his throat.

'Yes he would. Do you really think any one could like you like that. People just want your body stupid, nothing more.'

"Shuts up."

'I'm just telling the truth.'

"Daddys said not to listens."

'Because he knows I'm telling the truth and he doesn't want you to know.'

Soon enough tears were streaming down Wonho's cheeks and he started to choke on air, pacifier still in his mouth.

Shownu turned around to see Wonho crying. He quickly went over to him.

"Baby what's wrong?" Shownu asked, putting his hand on Wonho's shoulder.

Wonho just looked at Shownu with watery eyes and started to cry more. He grabbed Shownu and burried himself into his chest, crying. Shownu just stroked Wonho's hair trying to calm him down.

"It's okay, don't cry, daddy's here."

Wonho eventually stopped crying and calmed down, not hearing the voice anymore. He let go of Shownu and wiped his face.

"Are you going to tell me what's wrong?" Shownu asked looking down at Wonho.

Wonho just shook his head no. He didn't want to tell Shownu what the voice said.

"Why not?" Shownu asked, looking at Wonho with concerned eyes.

"Caush," Wonho mumbled. "I just want noodwes."

Shownu smiled a tiny bit. He patted Wonho's head and went back to making the noodles, being even more worried about Wonho.

-

"Are you okay now?" Shownu asked after Wonho finished his second bowl of noodles.

"Yes," Wonho said with a little smile.

"Now can you tell me what was wrong?" Shownu asked looking at Wonho sternly.

Wonho pouted and looked at the ground.

"It was nothing, I was just being stupid," Wonho said, now talking normally again, and throwing Shownu off.

"How were you stupid?"

"I was stupid to believe you," Wonho said sadly. Shownu's eyes widened at Wonho's words.

"What?"

"Thinking you acctually care and love me," Wonho told him.

"If this is about the voices in your head, then they ar-"

"Just stop Shownu, I know you think I'm annoying, everyone does, why do you think I have no friends."

"Wonho I-"

"No just forget it, you can leave now," Wonho said getting up from his seat, leaving the pink pacifier on the table.

"Wonho I'm not leaving you," Shownu told the sad boy.

"Just stop pretending, it's just like last time," Wonho said with a hint of anger in his voice.

"What do you mean last time?" Shownu asked.

Wonho's eyes widened when he realized what he said.

"Nevermind, just leave Shownu, I don't want you here," Wonho said looking at his feet. He went to his room and slammed the door.

Shownu sighed and slide his fingers through his silky hair.

'I'm not leaving him here like this,' Shownu thought. 'He needs me, even if he won't except it.'

~

Wonho laid on his bed staring at the ceiling. He had thrown all his stuffed animals on the ground. He didn't want to look at them.

'Yeah, I told you. He doesn't care, wouldn't he have come in here and made you feel better. I bet he already left. I bet he won't even text you.'

"Shut up," Wonho mumbled to himself. The voices were getting worst.

'You know I'm right that's why.'

"Just shut up," Wonho mumbled again.

'He realized now that he won't be getting that cute little ass of yours so he left.'

"Shut up!" Wonho yelled.

"Wonho?" A voice said from behind the door.

Wonho sat up quickly. He thought Shownu had left.

He jumped off his bed, walked through the sea of stuffies, and opened the door to reveal a very confused looking Shownu.

"Are the voices bothering you again?" Shownu asked looking very upset.

"Yes," Wonho said looking down.

He felt strong hands grab him and pull him in for a hug.

"I can't stop the voices, but I can make you feel better when they make you upset," Shownu said.

Wonho couldn't hold back and his tears fell down his cheek.

"I'm sorry," Wonho said. "I'm being selfish, not even thinking about how you might feel."

"Wonho, I love you, that's how I feel, so I won't leave you ever, and I do care about you, so much," Shownu said, calming down the boy once again. It's become a regular thing. "Don't worry okay."

"Okay," Wonho said in between sniffles.

He decided not to listen to those voices ever again, no matter what they said. He believed Shownu now. He had to, Shownu was the only real thing that's been in his life for awhile.