Tear you apart (JacksepticeyeXreader)

don't read (author note)

Hi.

Sorry this chapter is taking so long.

I'm having a creative block. And stuff has been shit lately.

I doubt anyone is going to read this or even care.

But fuck it.

Stuff really has been shit really. And  I feel like I owe you all an explanation, an apology.

Just, people have been really shitty to me lately.

Well, people are always shitty to me, I'm a shy person and people take advantage of that. 

Anyways, some fake bitch who knows nothing about me, but calls me her "friend" told me I need a therapist. 

She also told me "You're going to get through this." She's basically saying she thinks my depressed piece of shit life is just a phase. To her I'm the stereotypical girl with divorced parents who is going through her emo phase.

Also, my only friend, is not talking to me. Why you ask? Well to sum it up he left because I am to much to handle. Because I have to many problems, and he doesn't want to be around me any more. 

To make that situation even better, I think I love him. 

I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking about him. I can't stop thinking about how fucking depressed I am. I just can't. 

So yeah. 

Thats why this chapter is taking so fucking long. 

Its because I'm a depressed fuck who doesn't want to deal with her problems. 

God, I'm sorry. You shouldn't have to read this.

I'm just being overdramatic. 

In other news, I hope all you beautiful people have a wonderful day.