My Life (BajanCanadian Fanfiction)

Chapter 16

J E W E L ' S  P O V

Where did you go now?

I was looking at the rain as it poured down from the crying sky. I was in my PJ's still waiting and waiting for Mitch return back from where ever he was. Why do I cause so much pain, why am I like this.

I opened the window door and headed out, letting myself get wet from the rain. I looked up at the sky as I had felt like Madeline was crying only for me and her adopted father. I heard her laughs in my head. They seemed close.

I looked down seeing nothing around me but broken, damaged pieces of brick and andesite on the floor. I heard Madeline's laughs again. I saw her ghost in the pool, she was pale, white like snow. I walked closer to her as she looked sad.

"Why did you let this happen to me mommy?" She spoked. I was hesitant to say why.

"I don't know sweetheart, you never told me what your father did to you, you dashed off, you left when I could have helped you" I said practically sobbing.

"You could have done something before that" She responded back.

"LIKE WHAT MADELINE?"

"Saved me"

I wouldn't know how to save her. I guess I should have ran up there to save her. I froze my heart was down, not in a death way. It was just dead down, like my life was falling apart.

"Its crazy how god can give you some support mommy" Madeline then spoke.

"KENNY STOP FUCKING WITH ME" I said screaming.

"What are you gonna do die for me? Boo hoo! You gonna cry little girl" Madeline's body spoke again.

So all this time, Kenny has been using Madeline's body to fuck us over. Madeline never was to be used like this. There was so much anger in me I just wanted to die and strangle all the angels myself.

"STOP BEING LIKE THIS TO ME" I said screaming again.

"I'm sorry mommy, should I pled daddy"

"NO DON'T FUCK WITH MITCH OR ELSE I WILL LOSE HIM FOR FUCKING SURE"

"Well that's okay because that's half of your fault"

"FUCKING BULLSHIT KENNY"

"How is it bullshit when it's true? Mitch would kill himself to make you feel loved in every single way. Like you said you loved him ever since high school. You know him well don't you?"

Madeline's ghost then turned into Kenny's ghost. I could see him clearly. I bit my lip, scared. He pulled my hair forward to him.

"You wanna die, or...be kept" Kenny said licking my ear. I felt it, why is the possible?

"I wanna be kept Kenny, please.. me and Mitch haven't been with each other for a while"

"Well then I'm warning you now sweet cheeks, you better spend time with him, when it becomes at the end of the year. Mitchell will kill himself for no reason but he will be super happy and super sad in multiple ways... just watch out for her returns to you" Kenny said laughing, fading away.

I turned around seeing Mitch all fucked up. I ran up to Mitch kissing him firmly.

"What was that for?" He asked.

"I got worried like I was gonna lose you again. We dont have time" I said crying into his chest.

"We have plenty of time love" Mitch said. Justin smiled and faded off to go back to Nicole or somewhere.