Desire

23/9 - 2008

Note n.1

              23/9 - 2008
                    03:31

Your eyes was light blue as the sky, It blazed like scattered glitters on the infinite surface of the ocean. Wished to have a place in your eyes, because that's the only the most beautiful place I will rather be at.

There was a time, I somehow, bumped into you in the school's hallway filled with crowded lifeless students. Then all of a sudden you looked at me for maybe seconds - which felt like million years.

The unexpected warmth feeling got through my body. I was admiring your eyes. It made my broken pieces of my heart suit slowly like an accomplish puzzle.

Your "I'm sorry, are you all right?" was like an endless melody to my ears. Your spoken words filled up my empty space of life and it turned my dying flame into a new world where love and happiness create such a magical place to be.

But it wouldn't last longer before a big disaster will come and prevent it. A sentence hit me hard, so hard like when you get a football in your face and you feel the burn. You feel the screaming pain that wants to escape your body. You feel a crushing weight in your chest. It pulls you down and it makes you drown.

And even though you try to swim up and stay alive you always end up giving up and slowly die in the deep empty darkness of pain.
"Baby, my love are you all right?"

Author's note:
While I was writing this chapter I craved (and still) am craving some pizza, even tho I ate it two days in a row..hehe. Anyway, the next note will come up after two days.