fake love

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+ i didn't lose a friend, i just realized i never had one. 🌼
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why do i always get played by people who don't care? just when you think you actually found someone that you can trust and consult in, they go and stab you in the back.

why am i always so blind? i always cross my fingers and hope that you won't be like all the others. i put a wish in a well for our friendship to last, for this love to soar.

why am i always so dumb? why do i give chance after chance and all i ever do is end up with no friends? i forgive so many times and all i do is get my head ripped out of my body.

why am i so hated? i continuously love and love and no one is ever there to give me love. if i died, no one would care; no one would be at my funeral. no one sheds a tear at my pain because no one cares. no one asks me how i am, because no one cares to know. they never did.

when will i learn? i push people away and the sad thing is, they don't even try to fight to stay.

they just

leave.

what is wrong with me? 🥀
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+ i didn't lose a friend, i just realized i never had one. 🌼
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