This Kid Again!

Chapter 7

Zelo's POV:

"YongGuk hyung.  You know you're the best hyung in the world right?"

"Ne Joonie~ You're the best, too."  I felt the sensation of my face heating up when he said that.

We were chasing eachother like we usually do, laughing.  We were having the time of our lives.  I loved these kinds of moments with him.  It was fun.

I turned back and stoped, seeing he stoped chasing me.  I inched closer to him.

"Hyung?"  As I came closer,  a frown was visable on his face.  "Hyung?  What's wrong?"  I reached out to grab his arm, but he pulled away harshly.  And then he said some something that I'd never thought would come out of his mouth.

"Don't touch me you FAGGOT!"

Suddenly it hit me.  My heart shattered as he turned to leave.  I ran after him but it seemed like he had gotten further and further, away from my grasp. 

"Hyung!  Don't leave me!  Hyung!" 

Tears streaming down my face as a kept running after him, never catching up.  He dissapeared into thin air as I fell to my knees.

"Please...  Don't go..."  I rolled up in a ball like a little baby.

I didn't really care if I was gay.  I always thought that it was me and I shouldn't hide that fact, and I never did.  Sure people felt disgusted with me and bullied me but I got through it.  'No need for everyone in the world to love us.  Just those who we love to love us is enough'  Well, I love him.  But he's disgusted with me now...  He hates me...  Maybe I am really disguesting huh?

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I woke up, tears fighting their way out of my eyes.  I was laying down on an unfamiliar room.  I'm guessing the hospital.

"Joon-ah~  You awake?"  I turned around as Minho came into view. 

"Ne~"  I quickly wiped my eyes, hoping he wouldn't see.

"You okay?  Were you crying?"  He looked at me wide eyed.  I nodded.

"But I'm okay now!"  I gave him my best smile.  He just stared at me for a while.  I was getting really uncomfortable under his gaze.  "Uh- H-hyung?"  I shifted a little from the spot on the bed.  He inched closer to me.  Now I was getting really uncomfortable.  He put both hands on my shoulders.  "Yah!  Hyung what are yo-"  Before I could finish he pulled me into a warm hug.  I was shocked by his actions and didn't move.  We stayed like that for a while.  Unconsciously My hands were slowly wrapping around him and clutching his shirt.  An unknowing tear sliped out of my eye.  And then it came.  One by one, tears fell from my face, soking the other guy's shirt.  I clutched on tighter as the sobbing came and i burried my nose in the crook of his neck.

He said nothing and just stroked my hair softly and calmly.  It took a while for me to calm down.  I stoped crying becuase I felt there was nothing left, but I didn't let go of him.  He pulled back so he could see if I was okay.  I must've looked terrible but was I in the mood to care?

He gave me an understanding smile.  I couldn't help but smile back at him dispite how terrible I felt.

"Sleep.  The doctor said you should rest a while before you leave."  I said nothing and just laid down and closed my eyes.  I felt him stroking my hair and it felt nice.  I hummed to signal that it felt good.  I smiled as I drifted to sleep.