Alright I don't have a binder yet but I do have sports bras without the padding things in them so they make my chest flatter, it's still a bump and it kinda makes me sad but at the same time they aren't showing that much and with a baggy shirt on I look flat chested.
I have a blazer/ well I spoke to soon I no longer have it because I washed it and I forgot to take it out of the dryer so it doesn't shrink. And guess fucking what IT SHRANK AND NOW IT LOOKS LIKE A FUCKING T-REX SHOULD WEAR IT. I wanna cry
Okay I'm not gonna lie after I saw that I shrunk the fucking thing I felt like a failure and I wanted to cry really badly but I only teared up a little because if my parents see that I'm crying over a blazer they're gonna think I'm weak or crazy. Now I have dysphoria and I'm also really depressed and numb at the moment, thanks dryer you caused a mountain of horrible feeling to come over me.
FUCK MY LIFE
I feel like nothing, I am nothing, just a stupid girl who doesn't want to be a girl
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My Adventure
RandomI was born a female but I don't always feel comfortable being one..my journey so far through gender identity and sexuality.
