First Girl

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by stonershorty

by stonershorty

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You know, you're the first girl outside my family that i've ever really loved.

Liar lol

No, i'm serious

Why?

You're different.

***

"Hey guys," I say smiling at Dante and Seth. They both look over at me and smile and nod.

"What yall doin?" I sit down and look up at them. They're both watching the basketball players practice and making fun of them so i join in.

"Hey"

We look over and there is fluffy haired boy. Wearing more normal clothes now instead of a onesie looking thing. Which he kind of pulled off, but beside the point.

"Hey Michael." Dante said and gave him the guy nodded and Seth nodded and waved.
Michael. Wow. I've always liked that name. Shit i have a stuffed animal named Michael. But i have a thing about angel names, even though i'm not religious.

"Aye girl, play with my hair." Michael said while smiling at me. His smile is contagious. Maybe because it was kind of perfect. We're kind of friends now. Talking when we can and saying hi in the hall if Austin isnt around. So i roll my eyes and smile as i nod okay.

So he lays in my lap.

Completely unexpected. I thought he would sit in front of me or something but apparently not. I pet his head watching the hair bounce back and i smile in amusment. He adjusts himself and in doing so pulls my headphones out. I sigh and just put them to the side. I can't believe a boy this cute is literally laying in my lap letting me play with his adorable fluffy hair. Ugh i shouldn't be thinking like this. I feel guilty as hell.

"Alright, get off me." I say as i push him playfully and smile at him. He does this little pout thing that's barely noticeable but it's hella cute. Oh my gosh.
"Seriously, get up. My bus is here." I tell him when he doesn't move. He sighs and sits up.
"What, no hug?" He says when i go to walk off. I look back and roll my eyes and go to hug him. Which was really awkward because i almost ended up kissing him. Oh my fucking god why am i so socially awkward. I'm just glad he turned away so i didn't actually kiss him. I kinda hurry to get to my bus after that.

*** Later that night ***

"Aye girl"

"Hiya"

This smile feels like it's going to break my face. I'm texting Michael. Oh my gosh.

"Lol wyd"

"Nothing, just laying in bed. Hbu"

"Thinking about you."

God he takes forever to respond but maybe that's just me. I'm used to getting a response within 3 minutes not every hour or so. It's not a big deal though. It's not like we're going out or anything. Gosh when did i get so clingy and needy? And since when did i get so much like a fangirl? Oh my gosh, he's so cute, OMG he just flipped his hair, he's so perfect. Blah blah fucking blah. I really need to get a hold of myself.

I look at the time. 10:00 pm.
I sigh and turn my phone off after saying goodnight to everyone i was texting.
Tomrrows another day, maybe i'll finally come to my senses.

A/N
Hiiiii soo sorry i took so long to write this one. I kind of forgot about it to be completly honest. So hopefully this is a little longer and better than the others. I'm really out of practice with writing so just bear with me, i promise i'll get better.

Much love,
~
R