Ch:7/Falling Apart(Im Human)

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That moment when you realize.

     Your life
             
                          Is falling

                                                 Apart.

    That moment you realize you can't do anything about it. What can I do? I'm just Lil ol me. What on earth can I do about it? I think I'll be better of just letting it tear me apart little by little. I don't have the strength to fight it. Maybe I should just let it consume me till I can't take it anymore. Doesn't that sound like the perfect answer?
    Why should I have to deal with it? It can't be helped, nothing can be done. I don't want to be apart of this hell hole anymore. Hasn't it tortured me enough? Hasn't it proven its self that it can't be stopped? So why oh why am I still here? Isn't there anyone I can turn to for help?
      Why does life send me good things just to snatch them back? How come no one will stop to help? Is the world so dense that people won't even stop to comfort me? Do they not care about the way I'm feeling? Why do people always betray me? Why do I always seem to loose the ones I love?
     What's wrong with me? I look at others people lives and see them living in luxury. I wonder to myself if I've did something wrong. Was I a mistake? What'd I do to deserve this life? Why must I be the one to suffer for nothing? How come I'm the one who has to have the life of misery?
      Why must my life be the one that falls apart? Will no one ever care about the me? Will the ones I love always leave my side. Will I always continue to do something that drives them away? Why can't they realize that I don't do it on purpose?
   Why can't they love me, even though I make mistakes sometimes? Why can't they realize that IM HUMAN!!!

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