You're Not Alone- Michael Mell X Reader (Be More Chill)

Another Day (Chapter 1)

Your POV
I went to a simple highschool. I wasn't new, but nobody really knew who I was. I didn't really mind in all honestly. I don't really have any friends, but I do have video games and music! I loved video games and music. I'll always get so happy when I hear a song. Sometimes I'll hear some gossip about me with the so called "Popular Girls", but I really don't care. Let the whole world know about me for all I care! Every so often though, I'll listen to people's conversations because my music's jacked up. Yeah yeah, tell me it's rude to listen to conversations I'm not in. It's not like I can tell anyone anyways. But, I mostly listen to these two guy's conversation. I think their names are...Jeremy and Michael? Again, I'm not the most social person in school. What's weird is...Michael is a lot like me. He's always listening to music, and I can tell he loves video games, and he's so...Cool. I've also heard a lot of people talk about them, saying that they're gay and dating, but it really doesn't seem that way. Of course I never even bothered to say anything to them, what would I say? Would it be like,"Hi I've been eavesdropping on your conversations and you two seem like really cool people!" That'd just make me seem like a stalker if I said that. What am I even thinking? I'm a loner. I've always been one since my friend used me for gossip. That's probably why I admire Michael and Jeremy's friendship; Trust. They'll always trust each other. Plus they know each other so well the could write their own books about each other. As much as I would really really really REALLY love to be friends with them and trust them, I just don't know what to say. There's no point in planning everything just to talk to some people. What if they don't  even like my personality? What if they didn't want to be friends with a girl? What if they just want a two person friendship? There's just too many negative outcomes to handle. I mean...I'm just some geeky girl who's just being weird, right? Maybe I'm just alone and want to have friends. Or maybe it's my conscience telling me to get friends. But even if I did become friends with them, what about the future? What if everyone just called me one of their girlfriends? I mean, it's not like anyone would have a crush on ME, but... It'd be nice. What am I thinking? I must be loosing my mind if I'm thinking about gossip that will NEVER happen! Anyways, I should get ready for school. I'll continue my thoughts later. Or never! That'd work just as well! Off to school we goooooooo....
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And now a message from Inky-Chan!
So, how'd I do? Be honeessssttttt
I really really tried my best.
About 557 words of it.
This is my life right here:
Me: How could I save someone's life?
My conscience: Well first you should your own!
Me: Oh yeahhh!
But seriously, thanks for taking the time out of your day to read this. I'm gonna try updating this ASAP, so don't worry child! I has yo back. Whelp, Imma shush now. Baaiii