She was weak.
The words were like knives against her soul.
Useless, worthless, fat, ugly…
The list could go on forever.
The worst thing is:
She believed them.
Her parents didn’t notice.
Her fake smiles were convincing enough.
Friends?
Didn’t notice.
She had only one escape.
She loved to draw.
Pictures on her skin.
Drawn in black, blue and red ink.
And no one saw.
She grew weaker as the weeks passed.
The skin on her arms was always brightly colored.
She never would be okay.
She was close to dead.
No one cared.
She was going to end it all.
She went on Youtube.
She searched:
Leaked One Direction Song Diana Lyrics
She wanted to wait until the new album to come out,
Before she heard any of the new songs.
But she knew she wouldn’t last.
She didn’t know,
That they were a band
of sick coincidences.
They sang to her,
But used a different name.
“Diana” they sung.
“Let me be the one to light a fire inside those eyes.”
Her eyes had grown dull over time.
“Diana,” They sung
“Let me be the one to lift your heart up and save your life.”
That’s exactly what they did.
She decided to spare herself.
She realized that her full name,
Alexandrya,
could fit where Diana had been sung.
They saved her.
They didn’t know she existed, and they saved her.
They still don’t know she exists, and they saved her.
“Is Alexandrya okay?” you may ask.
“What happened to her?”
“Where is she?”
I’ll answer only the last question.
She’s right here in front of you.
