His Eyes

chapter 7

"Come with me! hurry up!"
"Eomma! Appa!"
"  Im sorry, but we can't go  in there again, its too dangerous!"

I saw a blur of orange hair, someone was dragging me out of somewhere, it was so fast and unfocused.
All I could feel was fear and and a huge feeling of emptiness.

"Bu-" I Felt the tears in my face.
"I'm so sorry, I really am, I should have come for you earlier"

" I'm really sorry Kookie "

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"Kid! Kid! Look at me! You need to stay with me!"
Someone was slapping my face lightly.
I blinked , my eyes adjusting to the sudden  bright light shoved on my face. The familiar half mint half black hair came into my sight.
Home. I thought.

"Hyunggg! I was so scared!" A skinny pair of arms snaked around my neck, sniffling into my neck.
I held onto Kihyun as I tried to sit up, getting help from another familiar pair of arms. Taehyung.

That's when I remembered everything.
Taehyung s hand stayed still on my back, not moving , just comforting m e with the light touch. Yoongi hyungs gaze on me. All waiting till I confirmed my well being.

"I'm..fine..".     No I'm not.
"There's nothing to worry about Yoongi hyung".                              hyung what should I do?
"It was just another panic attack"  This is different from others.
"I'm fine" I'm scared.

Yoongi hyung exhaled deeply .
"Kid what happened? What made you panic?"
"I-i don't know, it just.."
"You don't just go to panic attacks , it been a while since you had any, I thought we were over this!"
Yoongi hyung was trying so hard to keep his voice even, but he is pissed , I can feel it so much , the number 3 dancing on top of his head.

"Hyung, maybe not now?" Taehyung s low voice sounded hoarse , more than usual. I turned to look at him, his eye s were red and swollen. How bad was I for them to freak out this much?

"OK. I'll just get some coffee. " Hyung must have noticed it. So he dragged Kihyun out of the room to give us some space.
…..
The silence was ,comfortable, soothing even, after the raging noises I heard all this time.
"Taehyung hyung? What do you want to tell me?"

I was sitting upright, but comfortable, on the couch. Taehyung removed his hands from me, and at crouched in front of me in the floor, our eyes in contact.
"What did Jimin do?"
"Huh?"
"You panicked right after you crashed on him, something happened , I just know it, Kook you have to tell me! Does Jimin have any connection to your nightmares.."
"No!"
"…or your past?"
"No." Then I thought for a second. "I don't know"
Taehyung stared at me , long and hard. "I just want you to be fine."
"I know Taetae, truthfully, I feel fine now"
It was the truth. I feel a hella lot better by now. Now is that moment when you think back and just decide that what happens was seriously stupid.
Why on Earth did I freak out like that as soon as I saw Jimin?
I mean yeah OK, he is a 10. Which basically means he can slice me into Jungkook pizza anytime now.
But he didn't right?   But I just met him.
Maybe I saw it wrong! It was blood freaking red how can I miss it?
Maybe those numbers mean nothing! Well. That was a possibility.
Truthfully, I don't know how I know that these numbers represented the danger level.

One moment I freaked out cause I could see strange numbers, then at once ,like a fog, it cleared out and I realized they were the danger level. Not realized. I think I remembered. It possibly had to do with my past, but Really?

I can't think about it, or try to understand shit. It just drives me into more nightmares, panic attacks, Fucking scary flashbacks.
It was always the same. The orange hair, the blood, the fire. Crying.
Then I wake up sweating and screaming with either Hyung or Taetae next to me trying to calm me down. It had considerably lessened through the years, but just like that.  It came back, like heavy rain, all so suddenly.
Just when Park Jimin came. Where does he fit in all of this? Just his Number alone scared the shit out of me. what if he-
OK. I really needed to think clearly now.

"Jungkook ah,……I don't think he is a bad person."
I snapped my head to turn to look at Taehyung.
How did he know? How can he just understand me easily?

He was talking cautiously "I mean, maybe be has a connection to the past, Or maybe not. I mean The first time you met you didn't freak out right? I mean you were gawking and all. But that's cause he was hot right?"
Terrible wording. My mind slipped into images of his perfection again. How was this possible? How can I have panic attacks and get scared the shit out in one second, and in the other i m back to drooling about how flawless he is?

"So. Like it could have been a coincidence. I mean I understand if you want to jeep your distance with him , I'll do it too-"

"NO!"

Taehyung raised his eyebrows, a small smirk starred to form in his lips." Figured" He winked.

"No its like..err.. I mean. I need to think about it"
That was true. I wanted yo get over the fact that I'm crushing on the possibly the world s most dangerous guy in the world.

Taehyung , with his lightning fast mood changes,  was back to his playful nature.

"Yeah sure! Think about it!" He giggled as I blushed. He stood up and walked out of the room to help Yoongi hyung.
Bit just a second later he popped his head back in to Say "My plan is still waiting to be carried out , just so you know"

I groaned  as I fell back into sleep, dreaming of Angels with daggers, and strawberry ice cream.