So, Lælli and I I have been together since January 19th, it's been six months – the best six months of my life to be honest, but she's leaving, and the thought that breaks my heart and crushes my soul and I don't feel pain yet but in a way I can feel it coming and o know it won't be good, I mean pain is never good but this won't be good. We've done everything together, almost everything I do will remind me of her, I mean it is what I wanted, but the more I think about it the more I realize that life is going to be so much different without her. Every song on my playlist reminds me of her, even when she's across the room, it's almost like everything is a reminder of her. In summary of what we've done in the last six months, we've kissed over a billion times, we've laughed, smiled, and all that other type stuff we do, so I guess we've lived together, because this the one point of my life where I've felt alive.
