Ya Allah kya usey koi ehsaas nahi mere mohabbat ka? Kyu tumney itney khuwab dekhaye mujhey jab sarey torney they? Tumharey un wadoon ka kiya?
Mai rozana din raat tumhara intezaar kerte hoon!
Meray haal pr reham kha lo
Laut aao
Mai bauhat too...
Tum meri zindagi ho, mere ankhoon ki thandaq, meray dil ka sukoon aur meri khushi ka raaz. Tum ho toh mera wajood hai tum nahi toh mai bhi kuch nahi. Meri jaan ho tum.
His faint words were ringing in my ears as I struggled to open my heavy eyelids. I was surrounded with white walls and some tubes were attached to me. I looked at my dress, why was I wearing this? Some broken bangles were fallen down on the floor and a heavy set of necklace was on the side table beside me. Suddenly pain flooded in my head and memories gushed into my mind. Mera toh nikkah thaa na hussain key saath? Then what am I doing here? Wo mera intezaar ker raha hoga na? I quickly tried to get up but lost my balance and a nurse ran towards me helping me to sit down.
Choro mujhey, I need to go. Mera nikkah hai aplog samjhtey kyu nahi hain? Mera hussain mera intezaar kr rha hai! I wriggled as the nurse tried to calm me down. Soon khala jaan entered the room and I hugged her tightly. Dekhain na they arent letting me go mera nikkah hai ajj, I cried as tears flowed down my eyes. Bus kerdo beta ab wo nahi aye ga apney apko sambhalo Anum. Wo ja chuka hai, teen din guzar chukey hain. She spoke and I flinched back. Nahi aisa nahi hosakta, wo aisey nahi ker sakta wo mujhey bauhat chahta hai please, I cried on her shoulders.
Hussain wapis ajao. Mai tumhari judaai bardasht nahi ker sakoon gee. Tum ney aik pal mai sub kuch kaisey khatam ker diya. Mai mar jaoon gee tumharey begair, meray hai hee kon tumharey siwa. Tum mere akhree umeed ho. Laut aao.
Sambhalo apney apko Anum. Kisi aik shaks pr zindagi khatam nahi hojate. Khala said patting my head as some tears rolled down her cheeks. Pr khala wohi toh mere zindagi hai ab toh mai adhooree ho gaye hoon. Toot gaye hoon. Bula dain naa meray hussain ko? I begged Soon the door of my room opened and he came inside with his brother.
Hussain I jumped out of my bed pulling all the tubes from my hand and hugged him but his hands never reached me. Those arms who used to protect me were still. He jerked me away from him and I blinked at him confusingly. Kon ho tum? Kya chahte ho? Meray pechey kyu parh gaye ho? Why do you want to marry me? I dont even damn love you.
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And my world shattered. His words pierced into my heart and broke it. I stood there sobbing as he passed me slamming the door hard. Hussain! I whispered but it was too late he already left.
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I was discharged from the hospital. Her taraf bus khamoshi thee, sirf bauhat andhera. I entered inside my house with khala and went straight to my room. Grabbing his frame tightly I bought it close to my heart tightly. Tears threatended to flow my eyes and I fell down hugging my knees tightly. Bus aik pal aik sec mai tumney sub kuch tabaah kerdiya. I looked at his picture and ran my fingers on his beautiful and innocent face. I whispered to him slowly.
Hussain suno na? Tumhari Anum tumhey miss kr rahe hai. Aik dafa I love you toh kehdo. Suno na? Tum suntey kyu nahi ho! Tum meray hona? Bolo na? Khamosh kyu ho? Mazak kr rhey hona? I smiled sarcastically as my tears covered his pic Aisey mat kerona. Mai mar jaoon gee please. Tumsey bauhat umeedain hain. I cried shouting loud. Nahi bardasht horaha hai yeh dard. Ya khuda mujhey utha lo. Koi sunta kyu nahi hai? Koi toh suno! Mamma babaaa! I shout out but no one heard me. Hussain aisey nahi kertey pagal. Tum toh mujhey kabhi chor key nahi jao gey na?
Humare mohabbat toh sachi thii na. Suna hai jab kisi ki mohabbat sachi hona toh mil hee jati hai. Mai intezaar keroon gee. Tumhey ana hoga. I bowed down my head on my knees his pic firmly in my grip. Hussain sun lo na. Nahi bardasht horaha bauhat dard horaha hai.
Jis shaks key liye mainey apney maa, baap sey lara duniya sey lara aj wohi mujhey be-sahara chor key chala gya. Akhir kiya hai meray naseeb?
Wo bewafa na thaa yuhi badnaam hogya Hazaroon chahney waley they Kis kis sey wafa kerta
*Wiping my tears* Authors note!
Can you feel her pain? Hussain kiya ker diya tumney?
Maar dala apni anum ko? Please give me me your views about the storyline. Silent readers I would love to hear from you all.
Any idea whats going on? I know everyone is confused but you will come to know soon*smirks*
Dont kill me please fr this painful chapter. This was so hard to write. Now please give lots of votes and comments.
