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chapter 12

Chapter 12 :)

Ryder's POV:

I don't know what to do anymore. The last time something like this happened, I lost it. I started sneaking out, going to clubs to get drunk and go home with randon guys, spray paint graffiti on walls, and get arrested. All I know is that I can't let tihs happen again.

I hear someone walk into the room and hug me from behind while i'm trying to get a glass out of the cupboard. I start to panic and drop the glass on the floor with a big bang. After everyone heard the bang, they ran into the kitchen with panic written on there face because they saw all the glass on the floor and my hand all bloody from picking up the glass on the floor. I really cant handle the stress i have and this prooves it. I throw the shards away and mumble a sorry for breaking one of the glasses and leave. by leave, I mean leave the entire house.

I don't know where to go so i just decide to go to the hospitol thats down the street since i still have shards of glass in my hand from the glass. The first thing i do when i get to the hospital is use the phone to call my best friend Acacia and have her come get me. She helped me last time i went through this problem and hopefully she will be able to this time. She flew out here a couple of days ago for a photoshootand told me to ring her if i needed anything.

Phone conversation 

(R=Ryder     A= Acacia)

R: Hey Acacia. It's Ryder and im calling from the hosptial. Can you come to the hospital and ring your stuff so you can stay with me? Kayea is back and it's getting bad again.

A: is everything alright? Why are you at the hospital?

R: I will explain everything once you get here. When you get here, ask for my room. It's uncer Ryder Tomlinson.

A: okay. I will be there in a couple of minutes.Bye, see you soon.

End of conversation

* Acacia gets to the hospital and  get back to the hotel*

"And that's how I ended up in the hospital. No one knows I went to the hospital though so dont say anything please."

I currently have a wrist brace on now so i dont have anything else happens to my hand and the doctor also diagnosed me with anxiety. Acacia and i enter the house to see everyone watching tv in the living room and they dont hear us come in so i motion Acacia to go upstairs and to my room so we dont disturb them. I check my phone to see if i have any missed calls or texts and i see nothing. It's nice to see that my brother and friends don't even care about me anymore. I don't event think that they did.

"Do you want to come with me downstairs to help me make something to eat?"

' yeah. just give me a minute. I have to tell my mom im staying with you. I don't want you to get attacked by Kayea again like last time you went into the kitchen."

We walk downstairs and the only way to get into the kitchen is to go through the living room. This is the weirdest hotel room ever. we walk throught the living room and see everyone watching us but one of them stands out the most. Kayea. Of course she is giving us both death glares.

Kayea only hates Acacia because she helped me get through what happened through what Kayea put me through. If Acacia wouldn't have came to my house when she did, I would have died on the spot and Kayea wouldn't have done a single thing. Kayea has also made a hate page about Acacia and it is a really bad one too.

Kayea sees me staring at her and she starts to smirk. Both Acacia and I know what she has planned in her head and Acacia pushes me into the kitchen so that  my heart doesnt shatter even more.

I hear everyone trying to talk to me but i just ignore them and walk into the kitchen.  i already know what they are gonna ask me and it is gonna be where i went and if i was okay which they should already know the answer to those questions.

" Do you want some chocolate eggs in the popcorn like last time. I know you loved it last time when we hung out and had popcorn."

" Of course. Love ya Casia. You're the best!"

I said as i kissed her cheek in a friendly way. I remeber when i first met her, it was at The Vamps concert in London. We instantly clicked and became best friends. Ever since then, we have been best friends and will be for the longest time. I was a fan of Acacia's first Tumblr account and I messaged her after I saw all the hate that people were giving her and told her to stay strong. We told each other about ourselves and she told me she was moving to London. Once she got unpacked and settled into her new house, we began hanging out with each other. I remember that I couldnt wait to meet my new best friend for the first time in person. The only reason why we went tp a concert for The Vamps was because we both wanted to try something new and got interested in them. We went backstage after the concert and became good friends with the boys.

For the Uk part of the tour and the American part, they are gonna tour with us and be the opening act. I'm so excited for that part so i can hang out with all my best friends and hopefully Acacia can come on tour with us so that I dont get out of control with the cutting and actually kill myself.

But for now, I can just wait

and be able to fix my life before i die.