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Chapter 11

chapter 11 :)

so I changed some stuff with the story. Only Kayea and Thomas flew down. Not Jessica or Ann. I haven't talked about them so just pretend like they haven't came yet. thanks.

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What's happening. I feel something wet beside me and it feels long. I open my eyes and realised Someone did a hit and run on me. I'm also laying on grass so it feels weird. Louis and Niall are surrounding me, crying and asking each other what they are gonna do when I wake up. 

"I hope you guys know i am wide awake right now and I feel fine. Now if you will excuse me, I am gonna go to the gym now so bye."

Instead of going to the gym, Louis and Niall grabbed my arms and brought me to the couch and cleaned up my cuts. When we got inside, everyone started asking what happened and I got a random text. So I decided to check it

unknown number :

Did you have fun getting hit by my car. I hope you die soon. You know what? Better yet, GO KILL YOURSELF. The sooner, The better. xoxo

Once again, Emotionlessy, i walk up to my room and stared at the wall. I felt the bed dip in right beside me and someone trying to talk to me.

"Ryder. please talk to me. What happened down there when you got up? I'm getting really worried about you. Every since Thomas has been being a douche bag, you have been acting kinda weird. You are usually really outgoing and care free and messin around qith everyone like Lou but now all you do is sit in your room all and stare at a wall, cry your eyes out, or read a book. Please come downstairs. Everyone wants to spend time with you . Please please please please please-"

"Alright fine. just let me get changed really quickly. I will be down in a minute."

With that, Niall left the room and I walked into my closet. I picked my favorite sweater and pajama pants and put them on. I grabbed my laptop, my glasses, and some books that I have to do a book report for class. I do online schooling for college and have to finish my homework. I would have worked on it these past couple of days but I have been staring at walls.

I walk downstairs while veryone stares at me and watches me until I sit down. I plopped myself down infront of Niall and Louis since there is no room on the couch. Everyone around me starts to start up a conversatinn while I open up my laptop and start writing my reports.

I think some of them have tried to staart a conversation while me. I felt multiple pairs of eyes burning themselves on me. I deicded to look up and eveyone was staring at me. 

" Why are you guys all staring at me? Is there something on my faces or something?"

"Bessy, I need to talk to you in the kitchen privately."

I sigh and stand up as Kayea does the same. We walk into the kitchen and I start to go to the cupboard. My natural instinct when I walk into a kitchen. I heard someone behind me cough and I instantly remembered that I'm not suppose to be eating that much. Only two ganoala bars a day is what Ashley told me. I'm trying to tick t this because I really dont need what happened to me happen again.

" Why are you working on your classwork. If you actually wanna be cool you have to not do work are you stupid? You know? of course you are. You got even fatter than the last time I saw you when you were in the hospitol. And why do you still have that stupid bracelet from the E.R. on?"

As she said this she started cutting off my wristband. I start screaming at her telling her that she wasnt suppose to cut that off so I can go into a room right away when I need one. After my little outburst she slapped me and told me how unpretty I looked wearing all this baggy clothing. I mean come on. It's freaking pajamas but no, she just has to pick out my flaws. She even tells me how I got fatter since yesterday when all I have eating is ONE freaking granoala bar. ONE.

"When you go out there you better not let anyone know what we were talking about and you should probably top getting close to the boys. When you haven't been down here, they have been saying stuff about how much they hate you." 

And with that she walked out. Who am I suppose to trust. I swear I am now alone in this world. I can't even trust my brother anymore. Kayea has ruined my life. She always has to have everything I have and more.

Who can I trust?

Should I run away?  

Or should I kill myself like that person told me to?

Like they said, The sooner , the better.