Scars |Septiplier|

|The Pain|

Marks POV~
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I woke up another day of having to deal with pain and..hurt but at least he was here, my roommate Sean. But everyone calls him Jack I don't know why, but I shouldn't care about that. Jack tosses and turns in his sleep a lot..I wonder why, is he having a nightmare? Lucky for him when he wakes up..the nightmare ends but when I wake up the nightmare starts and never ends..ever. "Jack?" I say and shake him lightly, he jumps up with a kinda frightened expression on his face. "You alright?" I ask, he knods. "Just a..uh dream" he says sighing, I stare into his blue eyes. he blushes, I blush too after realizing what I was just doing..staring into his gorgeous blue eyes..

~TimeSkip~

I walk into the living room where Jack is with his girlfriend,I sigh and put on my best fake smile I could muster. "Hey Jack! Hey Sarah!" I wave at them. "Oh hey mark!" Jack says smiling, Sarah waves back. "Hey mark" she smiles, then they go back to talking. He laughs at the jokes she makes, she makes him happy and laugh..I don't do either of those things. I walk back into my room and shut the door, "He'll never love you Mark..your a gay piece of..crap" I say to myself. I grab my box of razor blades, I pull one out of the box. I look at my arms covered in scars, I hear a knock on my door and quickly put the blade in the box and shove it under my bed. "Yeah?" I say, Jack walks into MY room he's never came in here before, that's because I don't let anyone in my room. He looks at me."Why..are you sitting on the floor mark?" He asks, I make up a lame excuse "just..looking for something!" I say quickly. "Do you need help?" He asks. I shake my head no. Because I've already found what I'm looking for, its him..he's what I've been looking for this whole time. But..I can't tell him he'll probably hate me just like my last crushes after I told them they called all sorts of names..like: 'Fag..and gay piece of crap, a disgrace.' And it all was true..
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Poor Mark..
~Wolf