The Friendship

Prologue

In this reality we call life, we experience regrets and situations that we wished never happened or that we wished we did something. We splatter a smile onto our complexion just to hide the fact we are breaking inside. We tell people that we are fine but are we really? Honestly, even if we expressed our depression in words to someone, they will never understand the pain and grief we feel. They can't feel what you feel, they didn't go through the exact same shit as you did. They want us to do things that they'll never understand the much sacrifice we are doing just to do what they expect us to.

I've learnt so many things in life. People come and go, even the ones you think that'll stay by your side forever. Anyone can come into your life and tell you they love you but it takes a special one to actually stay and show you how much they love you. In my life, I've experience many friendship that turns into flirtationships. They tell you how much they love you but end up leaving you broken in the end. You trusted them and they left it shattered. And come to think of it, sometimes the trust remains as there's a small part of your heart still thinks that things will go back to the way it is and he/she will come back.

But is that really healthy and safe? They know you still trust them and decides to mistreat and abuse that trust to gratify themselves. And again, they leave you, broken again.

Here's my story... of the friendship