True Friend

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Chapter 15.

Matthew lets go of my waist and walks out after the girl. Wait what the hell is he doing? I walk out after him and see him pull that girl aside and start to talk to her. Then, he kisses her.. in front of EVERYONE. I was so devestated. I can't believe he just did that to me. I walk past them and Matthew is now pinned up against a locker by that whore. He realizes that I saw looks up to the ceiling. I walk to my my locker and open it. Only to have a bunch of folded notes fall out everywhere. I pick them all up and put them into my pencil pouch and pockets. Then the bell rings signaling that free period is over. So I grab my math stuff and walk to my class room. I'm the first one there so I sit in my usual seat in the back corner of the classroom and listen to my music on my iPhone and work on some math homework. Then after 3 minutes the bell rings. Everyone rushes to a seat. I look up to see Matthew, Nash, and Cam siting around me. The lesson starts and we work on a worksheet that was passed out. So after I finished I opened my pencil pouch and took out all the notes. I opened one and it said,
"Dear Skank,
I hope you read this and realize what it says. I hope you die. Why haven't you committed suicide yet? Honestly it would be so much easier for everyone if you did. You're a trouble to society. Just kill your self already.

Ps.
You're fat and discussing it's called a salad try it sometime."

I look up from the note and start tearing up. Then, I felt a hand touch my left hand. It was Matthew's. He mouthed to me "Are you okay?" How could he ask me that. I then got up and ran out of the classroom, into the locker room. The teacher wouldn't know. He wasn't in there. He'd probably think I got sick and went to the nurse. For the rest of the day I stayed in the locker room, in the showers. (no one even uses them)

After school I walked into my house and my mom called out, "Ella is that you?" I didn't answer for a second or two, "Ella? Eleanor?" really mom... my full name? Really? i answer back while walking into the kitchen putting on a fake smile, "Yes mother?" she then asked, "How was school today?" I look down at the island in the kitchen and say, "Okay. I mean it's school so.." she laughs under her breath a little, "Well, since Dominic is at his friends house and Walter is off on business me and you have been invited over to the Espinosa's house for dinner, again." I reply, "Okay, I'll go get ready."

When I get into my room I walk into the bathroom and cut my self 6 times cause, that's how many classes I missed today. After I'm ready mother and I go out to the car and drive to the Espinosa house. Really.. This.. Again?