Pain

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I felt hot burning tears running down my face. I opened the door to get into th living room and bumped hard into a chest.

I wimpered but not from bumping into someone.

I looked up and seen Jayden. Just like that I broke down into loud sobs. Just like that, on that same moment he had his arms around me and held me tightly to him.

I held on tightly because I knew i was about to collapse.

"What's wrong baby?" He asked softly. If we weren't in this situation I would tell him that I wasn't his baby but right now I wanted his touch. I craved for his touch. I needed his touch.

"We were wrong." I cried. "That room wasn't for Gigi. It was for my baby. He was raping her. He was using her mother against her." I felt as if my insides have collapsed.

Jayden growled lowly. I really wanted to smile. He cares for my wife. He pulled away."I'll go find her. Ok sweetheart?" I nod.

I wipe away my tears but I still felt weak. I quickly ran upstairs to where my parents are.

I heard their moans so I knew I was interrupting something. I walked in to see my mom in top of dad.

"Christina!" Dad shouts covering up. Then he actually stop to look at me. "Baby what's wrong?" He asks seeing my expression.

I climb on the bed and go right to my mother's arms. I started crying again. "What's wrong?" Daddy pleads again.

"I dont like this! Feeling weak!" I cried harder.

"Does this have something to do with Chance?" Mom asks. I nod against her shoulder.

"That nasty sick fuck raped his daughter! My wife! My best friend! I should have known! I'm supposed to protect her!" My head began to spin as I started to get a migraine.

"I'll go find him." Dad growled. I felt him get up and I didn't move to turn around because I knew he was getting dressed.

"It's ok baby." Mommy says.

I pull away and take a deep breath. I can't do this. I really feel sick right now. I'm not used to feeling like this. I wipe my tears away. I'm not gonna cry  any more. I'm strong. I will never be weak.

I went to go answer my mom when I got inturrpted.

"CHRISTINA. SHE'S HERE!"

*******
I paced in front of her as she sat on the couch.

"Seriously love, what's going on? You look like you want to hunt down the devil and kill him and all his followers." She joked.

I turned back to her.

"Why didn't you tell me that your father was raping you?" I half growled.

She froze. It was like a whole wall went down. All i saw was anger, pain, and suffering.

"This is what we do now Chance? We keep secrets? When have we ever kept things away from each other? Especially things like this?" She sniffed and I knew she was about to start crying.

"You dont understand." She started.

"No! I do understand. How would you let me fight all your battles, fight everyone that looked at you wrong or disrespected you? And the whole time I was smiling at the man that was hurting my best friend. The one that was really disrespecting you. Do you not know how that makes me feel?" I snap. "Do you not know how much you mean to me or do you just not care?" I felt my control slipping and I knew that I was about to lose my temper.

"I couldn't tell anyone. He threatened to kill me and my mom. You dont know how long this has been going on." She says, bursting into sobs.

"I do know!" I screamed. "It started June 6th 2015!"

"H-How did-"

"THAT WAS THE SAME DAY THAT I KEPT GETTING THIS FEELING THAT YOU WERE UNSAFE. WHEN I CHECKED YOUR HOUSE NO ONE WAS HOME. THAT SAME DAY I SEEN YOU CRYING BUT YOU LIED! YOU JUST SAID THAT IT WAS ABOUT YOUR PARENTS SPLIT! NOW I KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG AND YOU KEPT THIS SHIT FROM ME. I COULD OF HAD YOU FUCKING SAFE 2 YEARS AGO. BUT YOU WERE SUFFERING ALL THAT LONG! WHAT I'M THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?" She jumped at my sudden out burst.

"HOW THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I FEEL GETTING TIED UP AND RAPED! I COULDNT TELL YOU BECAUSE I KNEW YOUR TEMPER WOULD GET THE BEST OF YOU. I NEED HIM ALIVE!"

Her yelling only set me off. I punched the wall and their was a massive hole. The fury and anger was eating at me. I needed to release some tension.

The only way I ever did that was having sex or fighting. But Chase ain't here. I growled as I began to pace again.

I gripped at my hair and I felt like I was about to yank it all out. "Christina please calm down." Chance pleaded.

That pounding came back again and I really needed to get away from her. I honestly just want to back smack her. She knew that I could help her. Yet she didn't bother to tell me.

I felt blood leak from my knuckles from punching the very thick wall but I didn't care. I seen Jayden walk on with a pill bottle in his hands.

I felt everything go red. He held his hands out to give me the bottle. I realized that it was for my temper. I smacked the bottle harshly out his hand and it flew against the wall and crashed, pills flew everywhere. I didn't want to take no damn medication.

I heard a bunch of yelling but I couldn't make out the words or who was talking.

I walked out the living room and out the house. I couldn't do it. Someone was really about to get hurt. I heard foot steps run after me but I only broke into a run.

Did I mention I could run, fight, and do other things in heels? It was part of my training. I picked up my phone and dialed the one person's number who I knew could take my mind off this shit and bring me something stronger. I just hope he is available. I hope he ain't with no other girl. In think I would lose it.

***** 4 hours later

I cried out in pleasure as he thrusted in and out of me. "More!" I begged. He went deeper.

"Like that baby?" He says lowly.

"Yes daddy." My eyes rolled to the back of my head as he brought us to closer to our climax.

"FUCK!" We both screamed as we came hard on each other.

He fell down next to me.

I exhaled trying to catch my breath. Chase is gonna be angry. But it's too late now.

I felt my eyes close as I thought of my mistake.

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WHO DID CHRISTINA SLEEP WITH????

Christina is a real best friend because she is over here naming exact dates and stuff. You can tell she really cares for Chance.

Did that temper get worse yall?

With all storms comes sunshine.

Lots of love

Candace Wazz hurr

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