Kill me with your Love ♂x♂ [Vampire || Highschool Romance II Mpreg] (Onhold)

Chapter [ 1 ] : Pain, Pain, Fly away

{ Noah in the picture above. }

Noah's P.O.V.

Pain...

Why's is there so much pain on this earth?

Why did God created such a thing?

Pain...

        Tears...

                Love...

                         Hatred...

All those emotions... and all those sensations... I wish they could fly away...

I thought I could leave this painful world.

I even cut my wrist, in order to die. But even death isn't easy to come by.

And here I am... Lying on my bathroom floor and thinking about my life.

The past and present... The present and the Future... The Future that might not even come to me.

I thought I could lessen the number of times, I have to visit the hell.

But I won't die. I can't die!

A looser is always a looser.

In a few minutes, I'll get up and wrap a bandage around my wrist. I'll even visit the school nurse tomorrow. It has happened so many times already. The cut wasn't very deep either.

One one will even notice it tomorrow. No one cares...

I thought I could leave this world. A world that has nothing to offer me.

Except for pain and terror, hatred and tears, blood and blood and blood...

*tears rolling down*

It all started that day...

[ Two years ago ]

That day, when I reached my classroom, I was dumbfounded.

Everyone in the class was giving me a weird look.

There was so much hate in their eyes, that I felt like a dirt.

Like, I had been picked up from a garbage, just awhile ago.

What did I do?! What had I done that their eyes screamed to me, 'Die! You piece of trash!'