PRESENT
Her Pov
I thought i wouldn't see him on my child.
It hurts like my 'great walls of china' just collapsed.
When i first saw my child, I cried. I cried not only because of tears of joy but because he looks exactly like his father.
His father.. who abandoned us.
Just looking at my successful child whose now all grown up, I could definitely say that I raised him so damn well.
Well enough not to hold grudges against his father, I guess.
But who am i kidding? it's still up on him if does hold grudges.
I made some stories just to make his father be innocent even though those were just lies. He must be thankful.
I love him still. We were so young back then and so inlove. But still he left me and ofcourse....
His son.
Our son.
What am I to him? Am I only nothing?
Did I ever crossed his mind?
I can't help but to question my worth.
Why did he left me like a piece of sh*t?
His Pov
I thought I didn't love her. And so, I left.
Little did I know that I fell in love with her unknowingly.
Life sucks
I regret leaving her. I regret ever touching her. I regret everything I did to her. I ruined her and It pained me so much.
I miss her though. I miss everything about her. Everything that I own reminds me of her. Her smiles, laughs, jokes, -everything.
That's her. She will get into your system without you knowing.
But I can't just go back. I can't just swept her off her feet.
She has a son. A successful one. And based on the magazines that his son is featured, She's seeing someone. She sure matured.
And I, have a wife and children. Children that isn't mine to begin with.
Children that my wife gave birth to another man. She doen't know that I know.
