Sometimes the sight of sunshine is just all in my mind,
The crumblr from the good part that simply got left behind.
All they say is to "not let it get to you",
but you will soon find that that is all you'll ever do.
Sometimes 12AM is such a scary time,
All the monsters living inside of you come out to play, causing you to draw red, enslaving lines.
The question crosses my mind when we commit, regardless of what's legal,
If we everyone's bad person is different, are we all bad people?
Sometimes as much as you try to be there, you never really can be,
How can you save someone when all you are is empty?
When I feel worthless, talentless, I will try my excellence in everything,
just to find I'm not and what I got isn't what I'm hoping.
Sometimes do your feelings scare you?
Just the thought of all they have done and what can and wiil continue to do?
Losing the loved and broken promises,
even without a smile nobody notices.
Always, It's lingering, always watching.
You are it's prey that it won't stop stalking.
I've been forced into this false socialization civilization for far too long,
As I get worse like time grows longer, I can't hold the thought of when I went wrong.
