New life with One Direction

11. Regrets...and stupid friends

IT HAS BEEN SUCH A LONG TIME MY FRIENDS!!!! I MISSED YOU!!! Right now I´m soo happy I can´t describe it...In exactly 10 hours I´m flying to Greece!!! YEEEEAAHHHH!!!! ( doing the happy dance)  Sorry it´s small but I still have to do some things....I´m kinda looking forward to cleanin´up my room. The past four days have been shit. I was so alone. All my friends left and I was stuck here all alone :( Miss you Julia :´( 

Anyhoe!!! I´m gonna leave  you alone and....ENJOY :D

-Anna 

 P.S. pretty pretty please follow me and my best friend Julia on our account  =>   DirtyDreamers

We think of writing a "story" which basically is going to be like a diary. Is there anybody who would read it?? If yes please let us now!!!

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Harry : Was ???? (She nodded and started sobbing.)

Athenais : Niko. My brother. He went to my ex and punched him but then he pushed my brother on the street as a car came running by and - (She said but started sobbing even more. I hugged her close to me as I tried to calm her down. )

Athenais : He was in coma for round 2 months when one day the doctor told us that he passed away. I cried for weeks and my mom tried to make me feel better but that wasn't working . I decided one day for my brothers sake that I was going to change. I changed my style. It got more the bad ass style. At school I got into fights and trouble with the principal. But I didn't care. One day I got into a fight with my ex and beated him so bad he was in coma for five months... El came to visit me that time and I had to watch him all the time as a punishment.After that we moved back to L.A and everything went "well" from that point.  But I remained the bad girl so I can protect myself.  But it's only an act.

That's what it only is. Behind that act I'm a little broken girl who only needs love...that's what I am...

( When she finished I hugged her close  to me.)

Harry : I'm sorry for everything...I promise I'll never hurt you (I said and kissed her ...

That kiss...changed things completely. ..........)

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Athenais' Pov

'Omg!!! He's kissing me !!! What do I do now?? " Kiss back of course...." " No No No!!! Pull away! You barely know him!!!" Fuckin inner mini me's!! Stop fighting!!!! '

(Without thinking I pushed him away and he was surprised. Once he

realised what I did he looked very hurt. )

Harry: I'm sorry...(He said and looked down at his feet. I was speechless....)

Nais:  I-I have to go... (I stuttered and left him there. Before turning completely around I caught a glimpse of tears running down his face and I felt even worse...Why did I leave?? Yeah...That´s right!!!! I have no fuckin idea!!! Nais you´re such a stupid girl!!! You like him! Besides you already had sex!! So why didn´t I let him kiss me? Should I go back and kiss him? No...He´ll think I´m doing it because I feel sorry..but Eleanor....She told me that he likes me but I didn´t believe her...and hey!! She said that if he kissed me I should pull away and not make it easy for him..But I hurted him!! Now I feel bad...I

*Flashback*

Eleanor: Listen to me now girl!!! He. likes.you. L-I-K-E-S YOU!!!!                                                                    

Nais: Don´t talk shit El ...we both know he doesn´t a-                                                                                      

Eleanor:  You´ll see...but if he kisses you you HAVE TO PULL  AWAY!!! Or else he´ll think you´re easy to get and you´ll be a kind of whore to him...AND WE DON´T WANT THAT!!!                                      

Nais: For the last time he does not-                                                                                                                  

Eleanor: HARRY AND NAIS SITTING UNDER A TREE AND K-I-S-S -I-N-G. HA-                                      

Nais: Ok Ok I get it....

*Flashback end*

have to talk to her.....DAMN YOU ELEANOR!!!

 Harry´s Pov 

I can´t believe me...I´m such a fuckin´ idiot...What was I thinkin´ when I kissed her?? Right...Her soft, light pink lips, her blue eyes and soft brown hair...Her sweet and sassy personality....She´s perfect...*sigh* but unfortunately she doesn´t like me back. I´d do anything just to feel her lips one more time against mine...but Louis...He said he was 100% sure she liked me back...that´s why I had the courage to kiss her..But damn was he wrong...She doesn´t like me or else she would kiss me back...

*Flashback*

Louis: I´m telling you Haz!! She likes you 100% !!!                                                                                            

Harry: I don´t know Louis...I´m not her type..and what if-                                                                                

Louis: No what if ´s!!! She likes you and you´re going to ask her out, kiss her anything!! Besides you already had sex so...I don´t see any problem.                                                                                              

Harry: Oh but there are problems!! Fi-                                                                                                              

Louis:    PROOOOBBLEEEEMSSS??? WHERE ARE YOU?? CAN´T SEE YOU ANYWHERE??            

Harry: Ok Ok I get it....

*Flashback end*

I have to talk to him.....DAMN YOU LOUIS!!!