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" I love you Mi Na I promise I only have eyes for you" Jin threw an empty carton of milk at the TV.

"LIAR! We all know you are going to cheat on her with that other bitch the first chance you get" Jin yells.

He was sitting on the couch eating ice cream and watching his favorite kdrama, being as pathetic as possible. "Never trust a man they are all a bunch of back-stabbing sons of guns"

Jin went back to eating his ice cream. He was dead tired even though he had come home early as he was too much of a crying mess to actually work.

No one would pay a dime to watch him dance while he sobbed for his boyfriend well by now probably ex boyfriend.

The rest of the night he had spent sending Namjoon a "few" very mean and aggressive voice mails and some pretty lengthy messages which he had written in all caps.

Namjoon had given him no time to explain yesterday and it was this that had angered him the most.

He sighed and looked at the picture of his mom he had on his phone, she looked so happy, her face full of life and love. You could have never had guessed she was dying.

" I really wanted to tell him mommy but not yet and specially not like this" he said laying down on the sofa, tears filling up his eyes and threatening to fall.

" I love him I really do but I have a duty as a son. I know there are more moral jobs out there but none that could pay me like this in such little amount of time well maybe if I had become a drug dealer or maybe a pimp but that is technically the same thing right?" He chuckled bitterly.

Jin moved the phone so that it looked like his mother was nodding in agreement to his previous statement." Well aren't I pathetic?" he rolled to his side facing away from the television and burrowing his face into a cushion.

" I am so stupid! I finally found the love of my life and I let him go" Jin started to cry again even though at this point crying had become physically painful.

"NAMJOON!" Jin yelled out to the open air. In that moment the doorbell rang and Jin ran from the sofa to open the door his heart throbbing it was maybe Namjoon who had like him been unable to live without the other.

Jin opened the door his heart sank as he saw the pizza delivery man standing in front of him. "Pizza for Prince Seokjin?" he said judgementally.

"thank you" jin responded a little bitchily; he paid the man and sat back on the sofa with his pizza.

He had been hungry but the thought of namjoon, his love had ceased it, oh who was he kidding? Jin smirked as he shoved a slice into his mouth.

" I miss you baby please come back" he said with his mouth full. " I will Jin when I am ready" said a voice.

Jin jumped out of the couch anf his phone hit the floor he picked it up looking in the screen he saw that he had accidently butt dialed Namjoon.

" I love you Jin and I am not a fool to let you, the best thing to happen in my life, go. I know I fucked up and you did too but I could never live on without you." a small sob escaped his mouth

" I just ask you for time Jin I am angry and sad and disappointed and most of all hurt. It would do us no good to talk when I am felling like this. For now I am going to be staying with yoongi"

"unfortunately" said another voice probably Yoongi's. Namjoon cleared his throat " I love you Jin"

Jin was unable to speak he had rehearse this scenario in his head millions of time but now that is was happening he was lost for words.

" I-I love you" was all he managed to say. The call ended in that instant his phone going black he had forgotten to charge it.

He sighted a huge weight had been lifted from his shoulders he laid back down " I'm sorry" he muttered closing his eyes and drifting to sleep.

_______ swag household______

Min yoongi had never experienced​ love sure he had been in relationships in the past but he had never actually considered marrying any of them.

What was he thinking ? Marriage ? He wanted to marry a stripper and not only one but two?

He placed a hand over his forehead maybe he had a fever that was causing him to be delusional. " Why do you  wanna propose to jin?" Yoongi finally asked namjoon.

"because I love him and want to spend the rest of my life next to him and by marrying him I am making a pact of eternal love with him" he said as he looked at his phone for the hundredth time.

"Why the question Min yoongi? Is our Casanova considering leaving his bachelor life behind?" Namjoon asked with a smirk on his face.

Yoongi looked unamused by his comment and instead headed to his room leaving namjoon alone with his question unanswered.

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Muwahaha Namjin shall sail soon my children. Be patient. Yall gonna get some backstory on some of our characters in the next chapter so stay tuned. This chapter was mainly written by Jack and edited by Rose. Aren't we a great team? Even though I let this bitch drown in icy water.
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Rose&Jack™ out

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