June 30, 2017 2:26pm
My walls are up
I'm trying not to cry
I feel like I'm about to break
I can't live with what's up in stake
I don't want to let you go
You are the first to leave too soon
You're like family to me
This day came too early
I'm not ready to say goodbye
I haven't felt like this in so long
Did I even feel like this when my father went up and left to be gone?
I don't know
But what I do know is
I don't want to let you go
I feel myself pressured
Not knowing what's going on,
What may happen in the future
Is out of my control
I don't know if I may let you go
But in the end, was it really my choice?
YOU ARE READING
Just random stuff
Non-FictionIts as the title says this is just basically random stuff of me writing =w= it'll either be me ranting or just saying random stuff that may have happened that day
