Behind the smile (jalissa)

Ch 7

I woke up in the bathroom with water all around me. What? I was so confused. I walked out of the bathroom and Tessa ran up to me.
Tessa: omg r u ok I was worried sick about u
Alissa: what why
Tessa: bc after we talked u went in the bathroom and didn't come back
Alissa: ....
Tessa: and I heard u crying
Alissa: I must have cried myself to sleep
Tessa: wait r u ok why did u cry yourself to sleep
Alissa: I didn't cry I must have just been me snoring or something
Tessa: are u sure
Alissa: ya I am sure

I was so sad and I can't believe I almost showed Tessa that. I also can't believe I cried myself to sleep in the bathroom.

I went upstairs to my bedroom and looked in the mirror
Alissa: omg I look like I have been crying for hours
Well technically I did

I washed up and made myself look decent

Jake: hey Alissa
Jake said while bringing up the vlog camera to my face
Alissa: hey Jakey
I said in a very happy voice
Jake: what do u want todo today
Alissa: ummm idc whatever involves j in it makes me happy

God I am so head over heels for this kid that I don't even care what he did. All I care about is us, him.

Jake: awww well wanna go out for lunch
Alissa: sure
Jake: ok be ready in 20
Alissa: ok
Jake walked away and said to his camera "#jalissa"

I laughed and got ready
Alissa: ready and put my hands all over his face
Jake: ughhh stop
Alissa: stop what
Jake: come one lets go
Alissa: ok

We got to the restaurant and everything was perfect until....
Jake: hey can I have ur number
Waitress: umm isn't this ur girlfriend
Jake: no we are just friends
Waitress: oh ok then sure
Alissa: um Jake I am going to go to the bathroom
Jake: ok ya go

I walked into the restroom and sobbed my eyes out. "Why why why" is what I kept telling myself "why me"