Behind Closed Doors,There's A Broken Hearted Girl ( A Roc Royal Love Story )

Promise's p.o.v.~

Dairy entry 1: 4/28/2019

i hate my life , nothing ever goes right . all i do is get hurt , but in return i show kindness. how do i take it you ask? not cuts to the wrist, or counting to ten. i write. poetry, short stories, songs,letters, diary entries. its my stress reliever, nothing mentally heals my pain like writing. the most pain is caused by my boyfriend. Chris, but only i call him that in private. his stage name is Roc. If your thinking about RocRoyal from Mindless Behavior then yes. if i slip up and call him chris in public, im in trouble . so i keep quiet as much as possible.

~love yours truly ,Promise

I get off the couch and slip my diary book in the hole thats in the arm of the couch then i put the blanket back over just in time, before chris walked back into the room

Chris: where did you put my watch

Me: (sighs) what watch

Chris: my new watch i gave to you last night to put up

Me: on the shelf in the closet

i sit on the couch to be grabbed back up and pulled to the room then pushed to the floor

Chris: WHERE IS MY WATCH!! Find it NOW!!!!

He yelled

I walk in the closet with him following closely behind and take the watch off the Shelf then I put it in his hand and await his reaction

Chris: thanks babe

He says as he goes to kiss my cheek but I move my head stubbornly

Me: I'm really tired of this Chris , I can't take anymore of your rants and your bitching

Chris: bae I'm sorry I told you I'm trying to stop, I'm even taking anger management

Me: you know the reason I'm still here?

Chris: cause you love me

Me: No Chris , I'm freaking pregnant that's why!

I said leaving him with his jaw dropping news , then ran out the house with my purse and car keys and I turned up the radio as I sped to Prince's house.

I have know Idea what I'm going to do.

Hey peeps, I just came up with a idea so I decided to make a roc royal story

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~Luv your cray writer,

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