Inevitable

5.

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5.

"...I ended up at the hospital. I told them I didn't know who did this, that I saw none of it. I did though and their faces are still fresh in my mind. ...there was one with a mask. He didn't yell at me and talk like the others but he did the worst to me. I believe he fathered my child. Its hard to tell cause Kai looks like me but I thank God for not reminding me of that night through my son...he's so handsome and so sweet. Kai is my world and I hate that this had to happen for me to be blessed with him."

Micah looked at me with sad eyes. I didn't want him to feel pity for me. I am still alive and Kaiser is healthy. There's nothing I regret other than not turning those two men in.

"Go to the police now...tell them what happened and describe the men to them. Maybe they're repeat rapists." Micah said. I thought of that over the last few months but I didn't want any danger to come to me or Kai if they found out I snitched.

"I'll think about it." I replied so he wouldn't bug me about it. He smiled and rubbed my cheek. I looked in his eyes for a second, there was nothing I wanted to do more than kiss him. I hated my mind and heart for wanting that but I couldn't blame them. He was perfect in his own way.

"Lets get some sleep Nesh."

~

"Thanks for keeping Kai." I said to my older sister as I packed Kai's bag. She was too busy eyeing down Micah to even pay attention to me.

"Yo, Niyah! Do you not hear me?" I said addressing her for the third time. She turned to me and put her hand on her hip.

"who you talking to lil girl. Next time your mom drop your kid off, let me know." she said going back into her bedroom and shutting the door. I rolled my eyes as I just stuffed everything back into Kaiser's lion king bag. I picked him up and we all left.

"well....your sister seems nice." Micah joked as he drove back to my house. I chuckled at him and looked back at Kai. He was in his seat playing with a bear Micah gave him.

"I know how you feel about your family but mines no better. We can't pick our family, we just gotta love them and deal with it." he said speaking wisedom as always.

"Imma deal with it by moving out. I finally saved enough and with summer coming up I can move into an apartment and not worry about my workload from school building up." I finally told him.

He smiled as he looked over to me. That grin just had me all types of messed up. I don't know what he was doing to me but my lil privates was having a party.

"I'm proud of you Ne. Just know I'm there when you need furniture moved." I laughed and leaned my head on his shoulder. I think I was kinda falling for him.

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Micah's p.o.v.

"so you been playing house with this lil girl and her son."

"If you don't get out of my face with that. My situation doesn't have shit to do with you anymore so you need to be leaving."

"leaving? Just a few months ago you was begging me not to go Micah. Don't play now just cause my lil sister doing ya dirt." niyah said. I mushed her head out my face and cleaned my clippers.

"Get out my shit Niyah. I didn't even know your dumb ass had a sister. What you need to do is go get that dumb niggah you was fucking with and stay out my face." I said heading to the back. I looked out the office window and saw she left.

How the fuck was I gonna explain this to Nesha?

~

I told my mom that I was moving out. She seemed happy for me but I could be sure cause she still never said a word. I told her to come with me but she refused. I didn't want to leave her in this house with him but my son is my main priority and I offered her a room.

With the money I had saved from the navy, I had a little more leeway. I was able to get a two bedroom apartment with one bathroom that was in a good part of town. My father passed all his money and benefits down to me but I didn't want to use any of it unless I had to.

I never told Benny I was leaving. I just packed my shit and was gone one day. He blew up my phone for the first few days but finally stopped when I blocked his ass. I was done with him. No man was ever gonna treat me the way he did and I was not gonna be this weak little girl that everyone thought I was.

As George Lopez use to say "I GOT THIS!"

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