Inevitable

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??: Nesha?

Yes who is this?

??: Micah sweetie.

Oh hey green eyes. I'll call you in a bit, I'm helping my mom out.

Micah❤️: Okay.

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I don't know how ill tell Micah about my son. One of the reasons I don't talk to guys is because I know they don't want to take care of someone else child. Most of these niggahs don't even wanna take care of their own.

I placed Kaiser in his bouncer in front of the TV. He was a good baby, just gets excited all the time. My mom walked into the house as if on cue and headed straight for the kitchen.

"ma, its okay. I cooked for you today." I said giving her a hug. She smiled at me and nodded. She went to her room and laid down I guess. I sighed wishing I could hear her voice again.

I love my mom to death but after my father died she let this ragedy ass man ruin her. He never hit her thank god but he did verbally abuse her and threaten her. My mom is strong but he caught her when she was weak and vulnerable and she never healed.

Benny came into the house smelling like a whole garbage can. I moved my books out the way and brought them into me and my sons room. I fixed my son a bowl of mashed potatoes and sat them on the table.

"where's mine?" Benny asked. I looked at him like he lost his mind. "You have two feet."

"And you pay no bills." he said. "I advise you fix me some damn food before you and your nappy headed son be up outta here."

"You don't pay bills either! My mom pays for this. " I argued. I angrily fixed his stupid ass a plate and set it in front of him. I snatched mg sons food off the table and walked to the living room to feed him.

My phone started buzzing when Kai was almost done making a mess. I smiled at his messy face and kissed his forehead. He just played with his hands and reached for more. I answered my phone without looking at who was calling. I figured it to be my sister.

"hey, you busy?" Micah's voice said surprising me.

"No, not really. Sorry I didn't text back." I said remembering.

"Its cool, I see how it is though." he said chuckling. I couldn't help but smile at his voice. I looked over to Benny, he was sipping his beer watching me.

"can I come swoop you?" he asked. "Yes, but can I bring a little friend?" I asked in return.

"That's cool mama, we just gonna go to the park."

"okay. Call me when youre here."

"wavy, bye." he said before hanging up.

I stood up and brought my son into my room to change him. I put him into some play clothes so he wouldn't mess up his newer ones. He started walking not too long ago. He's 15 months and its like time is flying.

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I put Kai into the swing and gently pushed him. His little afro was swinging as he cheesed. I stopped swinging him and immediately his face went bored. Me and Micah laughed at him.



"He looking like "girl why you playing?" Micah laughed. "Your little brother is so cute."

As if on cue, Kai started whinning"Mama." I picked him up and we walked over to the picnic tables. I looked at Micah as he looked back at me. He was studying me, trying to read me.

"I'm just gonna come out and say it. This is my son, Kaiser jamelle Reins." I said. Micah looked me in my eyes to see if I was maybe lying. He placed his hand over mine and smiled before making a silly face at Kaiser. I released a breath I didn't even know I was holding.

"How old are you?" he asked. "Im 19 now. I was 18 when I had Kaiser."

"lil baby with a baby. That's alright though. I'm 22." he said. I nodded.

"so what do you do?" I asked. I looked over him checking out his chain and his watch. He had on a nice polo and some shoes that looked like sperrys.

"I cut hair for a living. My dad owns a couple barbershops and I'm also enrolled at Cal Tech." I nodded pleased with his answer.

"I take online classes from Cal Tech. I want to be a computer technician." I said. He smirked and flicked my chin softly. "I see we have a little brainiac here."

I laughed at his choice of words and rolled my eyes. It felt good to talk to someone and have a good time. I loved my son with all my heart but its hard being a teenage mom. I wanted bigger and better, and I'm still gonna get it. With my son on my hip!