A HEART TO BE FILLED WITH LOVE ..

#07

A/N : Sabaw talaga ako pag dating sa ganito. Sana matapos ko ito. Gusto ko kasi magka happy ending si Jun Matsomo at Yukie Nakama. Well, call me crazy but ever since I watched GOKUSEN I was shipping them, and, still am into them.

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As I enter the house I saw his mistress, the one who causes my life to be miserable. She had the face of an angel but a devil lures within her.

"Hi hija, magandang gabi. Kamusta ang party ng daddy mo? Did you enjoy?" mala anghel ang ngiting iginawad nya sa'kin.

"How I wish na nag enjoy nga ako? Saka bakit andito ka? I thought may lakad ka'yo ng tatay ko?" asik ko sa kanya.

"Yeah, we had but I got home early as I know that you'll be home tonight." sarkastiko pa nya'ng sabi.

"And where is my father then?" lihim ko'ng inikot ang mga mata ko sa pag babakasaling nasa paligid lang ang aking ama, ngunit wala ni anino n'ya.

"Yeah, you're right he is not home so no need to look around like I'm some kind of a criminal. I didn't and will not kill your father, he is my everything, you know that." seryosong ani nya pa.

"Really, you love him? So why take him away from his family? You should had set him free when you had the chance but no, you keep him. You take him away from my mom, from me. You took him all for yourself. You're so selfish. You were the reason why I had no mother now, you are the reason why I'm so lonely, why I am broken." asik ko sa kanya dahil sa hindi ko mapigilang galit na noon ko pa kinikimkim.

"Amelia, I am not the reason of everything. Your mother chose to end her life when she had a choice to live with you. She had always the choice to be with you, but no she choses that because she think she can't live without your father by her side. She didn't think about you at all. She only thought about herself. If I am your mother I had chosen to live with you rather than taking my life." sagot n'ya. Ngunit alam ko na nagsisinungaling lang s'ya. Sila ng tatay ko ang dahilan kung bakit wala na si mommy.

They kill my mother through their words, through their actions towards her.

I promised on my mother's grave that I will avenge her death bit I don't know how, my father is a very powerful man. I have no power against him. I need to plan properly or I will end up losing my battle before I even started.

As I am in deep thoughts my phone rang, disregarding who called me I answered it in a matter of fact tomlne, "Who is this? Ehat do you want?"

"Ammi, where have you been? Do you plan on coming back to your job or should I call your boss and tell him you left and had no intention of returning to your post?" as cold as ice his voice sent shiver down my spine even we are far frok one another.

"Go call him. I am not and will never come back to be your employee anymore. Rest assure first thing tomorrow morning you will receive my resignation letter." I said firmly as I remember my father's threat to me.

"You dare do that to me? Hindi mo alam kung ano ang kaya kobg gawin sa'yo Ammi. Come back now and I will forget what you had just said." he said as if he's pleading for ny support.

"Final na ang desisyon ko. Hindi na ako babalik kailanman sa trabaho ko sa'yo. 'Wag mo na akong hanapin o ipagtanong pa kahit kanino man sa kanila. Dahil maski sila ay walang ibibigay na sago sa'yo kung nasaan ako." Deretsong sagot ko sa kanya.

Alam ko na gagawin nya ang lahat bumalik lang ako. But I have no choice but to obey my father for now. I don't wish any harm to the people wjo saved and raised me.

"Fine. Let see who has the last laugh Ammi. Magkikita at magkikita ulit tayong dalawa. Maghintay ka lang." Matapang nyang sagot bago nya putulin ang tawag.

Of course sooner than later we will meet. But not in any way you will be able to think of.

Dala ng pagod at iritasyon pabagsak kong inihoga ang katawan ko sa kama. Ang kamang naging saksi ng paghihirap ko ng mawala ang aking ina.

Wala sa sariling nakatulog ako at ng magising ay dahil sa lakas ng kalampag ng kung sino kang nasa labas ng akong pintuan.

"What the do you want at this=early morning?" singhal ko sa kung sino mang may lakas ng loob na gisingin ako.

"Well, myvdear daughter get your ass of your room, your private tutor is coming in 30 minutes for your lecture. She will teach everything you need to learn from being a respectful and delicate young lady." my arrogant father said in calm and powerful voice.

"Fine! Let me clean myself first. I will be down before she come." anger and hatred creeped down on me but I tried so hard to hide it in as I know how capable my father can be when he wants something.

"Good" father answered before I heard him walk out.

In less thank 20 minutes I was down the living room, wearing my favorite shirt and baggy pants and sneakers which I know for a fact my father distaste this kind of clothes.

"What kind of dress is that? Change now before your tutor came!" my father angrily said. Seeing how red his face I know that I am about to hit his limit of patience he has on me.

"No dad, am comfortable in this kind of clothes. So do not push me to change or I will walk out of this hell house." I said disregarding his anger.

"Hell house? You once loved this house? How dare you call it hell house now?" at mas lalong alam kong galit na galit na sya ngayon

"Yes Father, I once loved and adored this place so much. Before tou and your mistress killed my mother." I said as my tears threaten to flow out of my eyes.

"You, you ungrateful child. How could you say such words to me. I am still your father." as much as I cared about his health I am now enjoying how much I hurt him just for a mere word I said.

"That's enough both of you. Napaka aga pa pero ang mga boses nyo sinisira na ang araw ng kung sino mang makakarinig ng pinag uusapan nyo." Of course sino pa nga ba ang may kakayahang patahimikin ang ama ko. Wala na iba pa kundi ang babaeng dahilan ng pagkamatay ng aking ina.

"Speaking of the devil, here you are. Ruining my day just by seeing your face." walang galang na aniya.

"Dare to say another insult towards me or your mother. You will regret opening your mouth again" fury raged upon my father's face.

"Ny mother, you said? She is not and never be my mother. Kahit kailan ay hindi sya magiging ina sa'kin. Patayin ko na lang ako kung ipipilit mo na tanggapin ko ang babaeng yan bilang ina ko." walang gatol na banta ko sa ama ko.

"Err, Sir, Madam, Miss andito na po ang tutor. Nasa may mini fountain po sya naghihintay." mahinhing sabi ng isa sa nga maids namin.

Walang sabi sabi lng lumabas ako sa tinutukoy ng katulong na lugaslr kung basan ang tutor ko. Ngunit laking gulat ko ng hindi sya nag iisa.

Kung sino pa ang ayaw kung makita at iniiwasan ko syang andito. Tadhana nga naman napaka mapaglaro.

Ngunit bago pa man ako makabalik sa loob ng mansyon na pansin na nila ako. Bakit naman kasi Ammi ganyang damit pa naisipan mong isuot. Paniguradong makikilala ka nya.

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Super duper late update.
Sana may magbasa..
Salamat sa mga magbabasa!
Labyuh all.
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