save me Austin mahone please

hi my name is maia morano. my life is hell. sorry I didn't introduce myself I am 14 years old with long blonde hair and blue eyes. I don't trust anyone in this world. I no I sound mean but it because of what happiness to me. my parents abuse me I get bully in school. how am I supposed to trust someone. I also cut to take the pain away if I don't feel like cutting I listen to demi lovato and Austin mahone. I total love them. wish to meet to meet them someday. I just feel like I should die to satisfied this world my school my parents and everyone in this world. my bull name is John. I hate him so much I want him to see how much he hurt me but he won't. I wish for someone to save me. o and let me rephrase that I trust only one person with my life my only friend Sarah. am going to her house. I knock she came out wearing a short and a pink tantop. hi Sarah I said. hi babe she said she always call me babe. what are you up to. I ask. nothing just got a surprise for you. she said . really? I ask . yep she said piping the p. what is the surprise. I ask. a two tickets to Austin mahone concert. she said. stop playing games Sarah and shut up and tell me what your surprise is. I said. first of all am not lying and second of all don't tell me to shut up you are so rude. she said. then show me. I said. how much do you want to bet. she said. just show me the stupid tickets. I said. fine she said showing me a two tickets. my mouth was open. no why i said. yes way she said. I can't believe are get to go to a Austin mahone concert I said. me neither she said. I get to meet that cute and charming boy I said. who cares I noly want to meet Robert she said. excuse you but I want to meet him why do you like about Robert anway I said. everything his eyes body the boy is hot she said. right so are you going to let me in or stand here and talk about Robert I said. oh right come in sweetie she said. I roll my eyes at her world but came in. let take a nap she said. yeah I said. we want in her room and got in bed. good night babe she said. good night Sarah.

I woke up with someone jumping on the bed and screaming. Sarah shut up your dame mouth am trying to sleep I said. no get the fuck up and lets get ready for the content she said. no need to use bad words am up I said. good let's get breakfast she said. am not hungry I said lookig down my hand Sarah no I don't eat and I cut but she promised to not tell  anyone. come on babe mom is making pancakes and baking than when we are done we will get dressed and she will take us to the concert okay? she said. yes I said . all I have to do is ploughed when am done eating I said under my breath. I don't think so said Sarah. shit shit she heard me.

when we finsh eating Sarah didn't let me go to the bathroom on my own I got to say she can be weird but that what I love about her she didn't wanna be to hurt myself for what I said