save me Austin mahone please

promise me

wake up baby so I can do your makeup if thou you don't need one Austin said in my ear. um Austin you are not doing my makeup so leave me alone I said opening my eyes. and why not he said kissing my nose. because if you do I will look like a clown I said trying to wake up. why are you so mean to me he said getting up off me. no am not it's true you never did makeup before am are wrong? I said stopping him from getting up. yeah now let me go he said trying to pull away but I was holding his arm tight. ok fine Austin let's give it a try I said kissing his arm. no you are mean to me now if you will please stop kissing my face I will love that. Austin why you get mad so early I said looking in his eyes. am not mad he said still trying to pull away from me. than stop pulling away from me I said. you should get ready Sarah is taking you to the mall he said. fine Austin be mad I said letting go of him he got up so did I I want to the bathroom took a bath dress in some of Austin sweatpants and a t-shirt I started doing my makeup and Austin came in. hey Austin want to put my lip gloss on my lip I said smirking he look confused put came over and did and kiss my cheek and left. ok Austin is officially getting on my nerves I roll my and want to Sarah. hey babe ready to go she ask. yeah. we spent the hole day shopping and talking I bought 5 Jens and shirt and 3 sweatpants with tantop than we want home we saw Austin and Robert watching sponge Bob. hey babe I said sitting next to him. hi he said getting up and leaving the room. Sarah and Robert was looking at me I got no idea what his problem I whisper they nod. few minutes Austin didn't come out guys I will go talk to him I said they nod I walk away and want in the room and saw Austin looking at his phone. Austin? he look at me than back at his phone okay am getting mad now. what the hell is your dame problem I said getting mad. nothing just leave me alone he said not even looking at me. than why won't you talk to me I said sitting next to him. just sick he said still looking at his phone. that got me mad but I have to be clam so I took his phone away. give it back he said getting all mad. no tell me why you are mad I said looking at him. I told you am not mad okay? now give me my phone back he said trying to reach out for the phone but I pulled it back. please Austin I can't stand the silent treatment I said. I am talking to you he said reaching angina. stop being stupid and talk to me now I yelled. no I got nothing to talk about he yelled back. fine I give up keep it to yourself I said giveing him his phone and want to the bathroom and look for a blade to cut I found one in the closet and start cutting you ugly girl you made Austin mad I said to myself and still cutting you are nothing but a waste of space I said crying. maia what on earth are you doing someone said I turn around and saw Austin looking at me and crying I trun back around and break down on the ground I felt someone pulled me up and I was carry on their shoulder I knew it was Austin at least he was talking to me. Austin Sat me down on the bed and bought a kit and start cleaning the cut after he was done he pulled me in his lap. why? why did you do it? he said holding me so tight I can't birth. I don't no Austin. don't you dear lie to me now answer my question he said. why didn't you answer mine I said crying. is that why you did this he ask babe I wasn't mad at you he said lifting my head. than why you wasn't talking to me Austin what did i do I said tears steam down my face. please stop crying you didn't do anything he said wiping my tears I was just upset that I will have to leave you if you don't want to go with me on tour he said kissing some of my tears. what makes you think I won't go with you I said looking in his eyes as long Sarah can come I will go with you I said stroking his cheek but please if something or someone upset you talk to me before I think your were mad at me. I will never be mad at you promise me something? he ask looking in my eyes. what? I ask. don't you ever do this again if you are mad upset talk to Sarah but if you are mad at someone else talk to me I will always understand baby girl but don't do this you hurting yourself is hurting me what if you cut depp and loss lot of blood I can't live without you promise me you won't leave me he said looking at me and crying. I wip his tears okay I promise I won't leave you and I won't cut you guys should no am lying because if I feel too much pressure I will do it but he's upset right now so am trying to make him feel better. he didn't say anything he just kiss me now take a nap babe he said laying me down on the bed and kiss my cheek and laying down next to me I fall to sleep in my Austin arms I felt safe right there