Ima churn this out kinda fast cus i have a good idea for a new one and i just wanna finish this story
(John's POV)
The grieving process was going ok, at least John had a shoulder to cry on - it had been a month since IT happened and Alex had come to John with 'good' new:
"I'm moving to a different school, I got a better scholarship!" He said exited
John didn't know what to do,he wanted to not be selfish - be happy for Alexander- but he just couldn't have his boyfriend leave.
"Oh, I..I..I'm happy for you!" He stuttered
"We can make this work long distance, it will be kinda fun!"
"Y..yeah."
No. No. John knew how this always ended - breakups. He didn't need to live anymore - there was nothing to live for - those kids were right it should of been him - not Herc, not Lafayette.
Alex left the room after hugging John, John left slightly after, he didn't write a note.
Taking the blade that stoped him from doing this before, he pressed down hard into his wrist a pulled sideways
"Goodbye Alex."
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Tomorrow there'll be more of us- (lams fanfic) (Completed)
FanficA lams fanfic. Modern AU. The story of Alexander Hamilton moving to a boarding school it's all going well, until someone dies. (I'm not to good at writing long chapters.) warning - death, gore , self harm, suicide and homophobia
