Faded Memories. (Mathew Espinosa Fan-Fic)

Chapter One.

Im not going to write an authors note because I know how annoying they are so don't worry. I will only do it if there is something important to tell you.

"Hurry up ya sloth chicken", My friend Karli joked with me.

I gave her a stare trying to comprehend what she said and whether that was an insult or not.

I gave her a huff and walked into the bathroom once again to apply my lip gloss. Today we were meeting up with Matt and a couple other friends to go to the carnival and out to eat. I just wore my white vans, a high waisted floral circle skirt and a crop tank top tucked in. My hair was naturally wavy so I just left it the same, I put my diamond beanie on because ya know? Yolo. That's why. Yolo. (Btw im not wearing a diamond beanie, its a brand. I just thought I would tell the stupid people out there.)

I walked out and Karli stared at me with a smirk.

"Hello shawty.", Karli stated to me. She tried making it sound like an old Mexican but it sounded like a coughing goat.

I just wondered something. Can you buy coughing goats? Do goats even cough? My friend had a goat I wonder if it coughed.

Karli noticed my blaint stare. I wonder if that's a word. I should create my own dictionary. I wonder if people would buy it. Oh im doing it again.

"Oh sorry I was thinking, lets go they are probably wondering were we are.", I said to her. Actually I know they were wondering because we were already 15 minutes late. #oops

Me and Karli went downstairs to get my mom. I mean we were 14 we cant drive. {Insert duh face here}

"Ready babe.", My mom smiled to me.

"YAAS!", I yelled/said to my mom.

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*That on guy off sponge bob*

10 minutes later.

"Hey Matt!.", I ran up to my bestfriend and gave him a hug. Nearly jumping up on him.

"Aha hey babe.", Matt said to me with a smirk.

Me and Matt always had this relationship. We weren't dating but we acted like it. We weren't brother and sister but we acted like it. We weren't married but we argued like we were.

Our relationship was care free. Not a care at all. And that's what I loved about it. Everything with Matt was easy. It was simple.

We were at the fair for about 6 hours. Yes when we party we party hard.

At about 7:30 we decided to leave and go out to dinner. I don't know how to pronounce the name of the place but it was really good. I mean food. Who cares what the name is, it's food. Food is food. And food is good.

That night Matt confessed how he loved me. And that he wanted to be with me forever. He promised me he would never leave my side.

But I guess people lie. Or to be exact they change.

The memories never change. But the people who caused them do.

You can never have a picture perfect life.

This is reality.

Not a child's book.

Your playing with my heart. And it's not a toy.

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*End of flashback*

A tear rolled down my cheek.

I closed my Mac book. All you hear now days is about Magcon.

About Mathew Espinosa.

I chuckled to myself. After I had saw the image of Mathew at a magcon in New Jersey all the memories I had with him flowed through my head.

I reminded myself: Darling this was a year ago. Your not 14. Your sixteen. Life sucks but get used to it because you'll be living in it for a while.

I mean my life has changed. Karli now goes by the name Mahogany and she is still really close to Matt, and the rest of the boys. The only one I know is Cameron because we were really good friends then.

It was Cameron, Matt, Karli (Mahogany) and I.

Now it's just me.