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That's my chest. That's my chest saying no no no. Don't do it. I fight back
But I want too
No. Stop. Turn back.
I'll be fine
No you won't. everyone will judge you. Everyone will think you're stupid. More than they do now.
Who cares what people think?
You do.
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My chest is right people will judge me, think I'm stupid, I better just Turn back.
Wait what are you doing? Are you really going to miss that opportunity? Wow you are stupid.
But you told me-
No. Go back before it's too late.
Okay
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Omg stop. Just turn back if you do it you're gonna regret it
No I'm already here
Everyone will hate you.
No they won't
Yes they will, they already do
You're right
Good now turn back
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These thoughts control my life But I can never get rid of it
Coward
How ?
Coward. coward. Coward
I'm not a coward!
Yes you are
Your right I should go back
Great now people think you can't make up ur mind
It's at this point that I break down, I run to the nearest restroom and lock myself in. I feel like I'm falling. I feel so dizzy. My heart is pounding. My ears are buzzing. I look for something to play with. Something to distract myself. But there's nothing.
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YOU ARE READING
My thoughts?
PoesíaThis is my collection of personal thoughts and feelings. I hope you enjoy, if you don't that's alright it's for me anyway.
