(maybe I'll make this a story title someday)
I just want to feel you
To see you
To know you're there
To know that you care.
Cuz you ruined me.
And maybe I'll never say love again
I still haven't left these memories.
I live in them.
At least then I was happy.
I was alive.
Am I still alive anymore?
Eight months was all it took.
Eight months and I can't even bring myself to say your name.
You took my life.
My energy
My sanity
My friends
My dignity
My happiness
And now everything is bad again.
Because of you.
A year's worth of being clean
Gone.
All because I couldn't stomach the thought of the skin on my body
With you I felt safe
Accepted
Loved
But you betrayed me
And I don't wanna let myself love again
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore
With your betrayal you took my ability to feel.
When the morning comes I have to go to the hospital.
To try and fix my broken Body.
Every inch of my skin is covered.
Scars
Cuts
Burns
Sores
Bruises
I'm not even human anymore.
And you made me this way.
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RandomIf you want to see a sample of what my writing is like, you've come to the right place. THIS IS NOT A STORY. that means that there is NO ORDER to the chapter/page thingies.
