ConfesSIoNS

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A/N
This is my very first lemon, let alone fan fiction that I have writteb, so I am sorry if it's bad or unsatisfactory lel. Also it may be long just because I get an idea and type too much.
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Tord lazily walked around the house at an unreasonable time. He couldn't seem to sleep that night so he figured maybe grabbing a snack or something would help him. As he tiredly navigated his way through the dark house, he could hear sobbing. He wouldn't really care if this sound that broke the silence was coming from Tom's room, but when he waited for a second,  he realized the sound was coming from Matt's room. "Why is that pretty boy upset?," Tord said to himself.
Pretty boy is the Nick name that tord had slowly developed for the taller male.
Tord gradually made his way to the room, door moderately opened. He pushed on the door just enough so he could see the other sitting against the wall.
"...May I come in Matt? ", Tord asked with a doubtful tone slightly noticeable in his voice.
When he didn't hear a response, he opened the door and walked over to the clearly unhappy friend.
"Hey Matt ... what's wrong with you, pretty boy?..."
Matt immediently raised his head up at these words coming from the other hooded man.
"W-what?" Matt responded.
This led Tord to shake his head and sit down next to Matt.
"You heard me, what's wrong?"
"I... just was up thinking," Matt said, sniffling and wiping up his tears as he spoke.
"Everyone views me as a narcissistic person but it's... a lot more complicated..." Matt tried to explain to the other.
Tord leaned against the wall for support as he listened to Matt's explaination.

"Well, it's just, I never really felt that anyone liked me? Or even could tolerate me enough without getting annoyed by me?" Matt said thoughtfully. with a questioning face.
"I tried my hardest to love myself to feel better... becausr no one else seems to love me..."
Tord's eyes widened at his statement and leaned up slowly.
"I-I mean, of course e-everyone loves you Matt! They just... don't want to express it..." Tord stated as his eyes left Matt's gaze.
Matt looked up at the ceiling.
"How could you be so sure about that...?"
"Look I just am okay?  How could you be sure that no one loves you!?" Tord fired back with a defensive tone.
 Matt took his attention off the ceiling and faced tord.
The other turned to face him with a small tint of red just barely visible on his cheeks.

"I don't know... why exactly would anyone besides myself l-love me.." Matt said, starting to tear up again.
Tord clenched his fists and closed his eyes tight, " look, I love you!" Tord said, enunciating when he said "I".
Matt gasped slightly at this due to shock. It took a minute for him to process.
"Y-You do?"
"I-I don't like to repeat myself Matt"
A deeper shade of crimson appeared on tord's cheeks as he revealed this.
Tord opened his eyes to see Matt's face right in front of him.
His pupils got bigger when he saw Matt and his cute red cheeks.
"Tord... I have always liked you too, though I still can't remember when we first met... I ... l-love you too," Matt said, averting his eyes bashfully.
Tord pulled the others chin to set them face to face.
"...how could you love a selfish bastard like me?" Tord asked with sorrow in his voice.
Matt's eyebrows furrowed with concern, making his reaction to tord's statement obvious.
"Why wouldn't I? I've already forgiven you for Every thing and moved on, I can see past your scars, " Matt gave a quiet chuckle," both physical and metaphorical. It's like how you love me too ... I guess you were the first person to see ... well ANY good in me? The same way I see good in you?  I-I don't know..." Matt's cheeks grew redder in embarrassment trying to explain his feelings. He never was really good at explaining anything.
A smile started to grow on Tord's face as he cupped Matt's cheeks in his hands.
" hah, I guess I understand..." Tord got lost in Matt's eyes as he started to get lost in a moment of realization.
"Oh my giant fucking robot! You actually love me...!" Tord shouted as everything started to sink in.
Matt smirked at this as both of their eyes glimmered in happiness.
Tord leaned in to the face in which he was holding and pressed a gentle kiss to the other's lips.
Tord acted on impulse and was quite stunned at what he did.
The other male was also surprised and confused at the scene that occured. Though, even with this confusion, he leaned in and pecked the others lips.
Both of them highly wanted to avoid going too fast. Even Just these light pecks on the lips made both of them worried that they were doing too much. It was sort of hard to enjoy it when all they thought about was, "what if they don't want this? Am I doing it wrong..."
Even though these thoughts invaded the individuals minds, that didn't stop them from continuing.
Matt had to pull away slightly for a quick breath because though they started out slow, the kiss was starting to get deeper.
In the second that Matt pulled away, tord examined how vulnerable Matt looked. If he was that vulnerable looking at that moment, imagine how submissive he would look later.
Tord couldn't get the thought out of his head. When Matt was ready to start again, tord guided him to sit onto his lap.
The ginger was confused at first but obeyed what the other asked and wrapped his arms around the smaller one's neck.
Tord wanted him to sit there so it would be easier and more comfortable for them.
Plus it just felt right.
Tord couldn't believe that the person he secretly loved most was now in his lap... in his fucking lap. They both just confided their love to each other. If this wasn't a dream come true he didn't know what was.
Their kisses slowly got longer and their breathes got shorter.
Both of their faces have gotten comparable to tords red hoodie at this point.
Tord started to feel really hot and was kind of hoping that the other was too. He wanted to take off his hoodie but he didn't wanna make a wrong gesture to the more innocent one or scare him off somehow. Tord wasn't exactly inexperienced but he's never done anything like this with someone he truly loved. Tord actually never felt the way he did for Matt and he deeply wished that the feelings were truly mutual.
Matt's eyes were closed during their session and tord didn't really favor of that, but in a way it was good so he couldn't see him staring at the ginger with half lidded eyes.
Tord started to act instinctively again and let his hands wander slowly across the inches of pure beauty sitting in his lap. He led his hands underneath the purple hoodie which Matt was wearing without his green jacket on oddly.
The ginger shivered slightly under the touch of someone else. As tord glided his hands up and down Matt's waist, back, and legs, he leaned out of the kiss just a little bit to press his tounge softly against the other's lips. While he was already gaining faint shudders from the other,  he was hoping to get more. He has always craved more and more than what he had. He wants to hear Matt more, feel him more, and just be with him more.  He didn't want this moment to be temporary either. When Tord did this,  Matt was startled and opened his eyes. He then slowly opened his lips to allow entrance to the other.
Tord let his tounge explore the narcissists mouth. As they attacked each other's tounges, the taller male moved his hips in a steady motion, starting to grind on the smaller ones pelvis. Tord felt this immediently, causing his face to heat up even more than it has been. Tord gasped as Matt did this. It wasn't too much longer until Matt pushed the Norwegian down onto his back, sitting on top of him. By the looks of Matt's face as he was on top of the other, Tord could tell that he hadn't done this before and was surprised at himself.
"Matttt~ have you done this before?"Tord said teasingly, earning an irritated and humiliated look from the other.
Matt shook his head vigorously from side to side.
The redfaced male spokr fast, trying to get all his words out in one second," never... y-you may be my ...first, t-that is if we do it! We don't have to if Your'e uncomf--"
Tord pulled his face to his and gave him a long, loving kiss.
"Mattie, darling ~ don't worry about it, it's finee~" Tord said reassuringly.
"O-okay, if you say so..."
Matt replied , still doubtful.
Tord leaned his head up into a position that wasn't very comfortable for his neck or back but he didn't really care.
Tord quickly bit down on the side of the other's neck. This caused Matt to squeal in pain.
"D-did you bite me?" He asked, panting just a tad.
Tord smirked at the other and nodded slowly.
"There's more where that came from... if you let me be on the top~?"
Matt cocked his head to the side in vague confusion.
"Why do you want to be on the top?" Matt asked. Sure, it may be nicer if tord did things to him   but then again, he wanted to do something to tord, he just didn't exactly know what. Maybe it would  be better for a more confident person to be in control.
"I want to be able to see all of your beautiful body~ I also want to be able to do what ever I want" tord responded with a hint of lust in his thick accent.
There was what seemed like a minute of silence and inactiveness to tord.Tord just had to do something.
Seeing as he was the strongest of the two, he switched the position they were in so that tord was now on the top.
"Thank you for cooperating pretty boy~" tord said, making sure to enunciate on the words, "pretty boy".
This Nick name always did something to Matt. He didn't know if it was the nickname or the way tord always let it roll off his tounge. He always seemed to say it in a teasing way with a smug look on his face.
It was hard for Matt to think for the other had swiftly made his way to his neck. Tord slowly licked the side of his neck to his shoulder and back up. This contact caused Matt to gasp and thrash his head the other way, permitting easier access to his whole neck. He bit in between his neck and shoulder, earning a light moan from the other. Matt gripped at Tord's hoodie  lightly as he continued to bite his neck and lick at the spots he bit too hard.He leaned his head up to see Matt blushing harder than before with his tounge lolled out of his mouth. He also took note of all the marks he left on his neck.
He realized the others hands were still clinging onto his hoodie. He nudged the others hands off so he could take off his hoodie. He was sweating at this point and Matt probably was too. He then took off his undershirt too. It probably was going to come off sooner or later.
Matt looked up and bit his lip at the sight of the now half naked man on top of him.
"You like what you seee? " tord smirked and asked the other.
Matt couldn't help but laugh just a little at the most cliche movie line Tord had ever said. Even so, he nodded because he indeed did like what he saw.
He saw the love of his life, in a way he has never seen before, someone who is willing to see past his narcissistic behavior and love him back. Matt would've fainted if it wasn't for what was foreseen to happen.
Tord then pulled off his friend's hoodie and to his delight, Matt was not wearing his undershirt today.
He leaned his head back in to his neck and sucked on it again earning another cute, but sadly short moan from the ginger . He then licked down his chest and stomach. He wondered how the ginger would react to being teased. He bet that he would make a cute and submissive face. Tord always thought of himself as a dominant for he always loved the thought of having someone to give complete trust in them.
He thought of all of this then cleared his head to stay focused on the task at hand. He hovered his lips over his chest and to one of his nipples, putting the other one in between two fingers.
As Matt felt and saw what tord was about to do, he let out a shaky breath and closed his eyes tightly. Tord rubbed and pulled on the one nipple causing a sudden gasp from the other. He then bit down softly on the other while still playing with the first nipple. Matt's mouth was open as he clenched his fists.
"T-tord!" Matt yelped as tord bit down harder down.
"Hmm~?" Tord hummed out as he began to suck on the nipple getting a moan of pleasure in response.
"A-are you--mm teasing me?" Matt managed to get out through shaky moans. Cute. He didn't even know what being teased was.
"Maybee~," tord said with lust in his voice when he finally sat back up. He loved seeing how vulnerable Matt looked from below him. He noticed that the bulge in both of their pants was harder then before, or at least that's how it seemed. Either way, this seemed to turn both of them on greatly
Tord softly rubbed his rear back  against Matt's bulge making him bite his lip.
"You like that pretty boy matt~?" Tord asked, pleased that his answer would be yes.
Matt tried to nod before he tossed his head back in satisfaction.
Tord smirked and unbuckled the others pants, pulling them down after.
"Mmm~" tord said as he bit his lip hard and looked at the other's member in his boxers.
"You look very big matt, why have you been holding out on me~?" Tord smiled mischievously at the other.
Matt didn't know what to say and fumbled with his words.
Tord shushed the other for he didn't want him to be worrisome, especially not now.
Tord just wanted to torment Matt with pleasure. He adjusted himself into a position where his mouth was hovering above the clothed member. He first rubbed it softly making Matt flinch. His mouth met the cloth and sucked through the fabric, making Matt's boxers wet. Matt put his own hand to his mouth, trying to silence any moans coming out.
The more Tord teased him, the harder it was to contain those sounds. Tord looked up in a seductive manner at the flustered male.
Matt took his hand off of their mouth to plead to the other."Tord Tord T-please st-ahh~" Matt tried to ask, sounds of pleasure making it uneasy.
Tord nodded deciding that he has done enough.
"Here, sit against the wall...pull your boxers down too, sorry if they're too wet~" Tord smirked as he got off of Matt so he could do as asked.
The freckled male was dazed and didn't feel like moving, but, seeing what awaited, he obliged.
When Matt was completely stripped and ready, Tord sat on his knees in front of him with an eager look upon his face.
Before he started, he looked into Matt's eyes and put two fingers in his own mouth in a teasing manner.
This made the other gulp and shift their gaze yet still glancing back at them.
Tord continued to suck on his fingers until the other male finally pulled his hand away and put the smaller one's cheeks in his hands.
"L-look," he said, flustered, "you look really hot so please pleaseee stop teasing me and I w-won't tease you?"
Tord's eyes were wide in surprise, then he gave a longing grin.
"Gladly, but I just wanna let it be known darling~," Tord said mysteriously as he lifted his hot breath up to the other's ear.
"I'm not the one to be teased sweetie,even if you wanted to, you couldn't ~" he whispered into his ear breathily.
This made Matt shudder in a mixture of fear and anticipation.
Tord laughed at the other and placed a quick peck on his lips before leaning his head down to face the member.
He grabbed it gently with one hand causing Matt to accidently slam his head back against the wall.
"Mm, you okay Matty?"
Matt bit his lip and stared down at Tord.
"I'll take that as a yes~" Tord then turned his attention back to the needy cock in his hand.
He gently rubbed the head and licked his lips in preparation for  the next scene. The other male was now drooling, trying not to let any noises escape from him as he watched the other in expectancy. He was  praying that he wouldn't be teased anymore by the sadistic friend.
Tord slowly spread his lips and placed them on the tip.
Matt groaned and shut his eyes tightly.
Tord slowly started to take in more and more of his length.
"Mmnnhh ughh toordd~" the other said making Tord's eyes light up.
He moved his head up and took the member out of his mouth to mess with Matt.
"Yes~?"
Matt opened his eyes, looking at Tord with a needy look on his face.
"N-no don't stop p-pleasee," he pleaded.
Tord chuckled at the other's weaknesses and went back to pleasing him.
He earned many sounds of gratification as he slowly bobbed his head up and down.
"Egh,morep-uhhnn-pleasee" the other sighed out in indulgence. Tord decided to follow the request with no hesitation.
He began to accelerate his speed, inducing Matt to pull his hair with light force.
Matt started to feel something knot up in his lower abdomen.
He somehow knew exactly what this feeling was. He didn't really feel like warning the other but he would feel guilty if he hadn't.
He clenched his fists in Tord's spikey hair as he started to orgasm.
"Enghh TordI-ImmAcU-aahH~"Matt whined as he emptied his cum into Tord's mouth.
Tord pulled away as quick as he could, still capturing most of the white substance in his mouth.
"Ech, warn me sooner okay? Not that I'm not fine with it though~" Tord said softly as he looked up at the other. Matt was panting with half shut eyes, recovering from his treatment.
Tord licked his lips as he swallowed the semen that was in his mouth and cleaned up the excess.
"Sooo, are you ready for the main event~?" Tord whispered, staring deeply into the other's eyes.
Matt fumbled with his words as his fading blush was starting to deepen again.
" u-uh what if the others hear us?"
"How come you weren't worried about that earlier, I mean, you were pretty loud~" Tord teased with Matt.
Matt couldn't think of a reply so he just averted his eyes shyly.
"Come on Matt~ pleaseee?" Tord whined into the ear of the other.
"Hmmm..."
Matt couldn't say no to this and gave the smaller one a kiss.
"Fine.."
Tord smiled and kissed him back, pushing him onto the floor once again.
"Oof-" Matt said as Tord was suddenly on top of him and licking his lips.
He licked his fingers for the second time, causing Matt to be slightly confused.
"What are you doing?" Matt asked with curiousity in his voice.
Tord took his fingers out his mouth to explain, " I'm making it easier"
Matt thought this "explaination" was quite vague and tord could tell.
Tord rolled his eyes and brought his fingers down to Matt's opening, Matt flinching at the touch.
He started slow and inserted one finger.
Matt winced in sudden pain and wrapped his arms around Tord's neck.
Tord leaned in to kiss him softly to comfort him.
"This should make the sex less painful okay?"
Matt nodded slowly, trusting Tord as he inserted another finger, and another.
Matt was conflicted on what to think as he gasped with each movement Tord made.
He hoped that Tord was right and it would be less painful this way.
After a little while, the Norwegian slowly removed his fingers, claiming Matt as ready.
Tord got up and ordered Matt to turn over.
Matt despised how many times he had to change positions, but he did when the other told him to.
Tord grabbed Matt's waist and alligned his member with the other's anus.
"Okay, this is going to hurt at first, understand?"
Matt gave a small sound in agreement.
"Okay, let me know if it Hurts too much," with that, he slowly inserted himself into Matt, getting a groan of discomfort in reply.
He waited a second for Matt to adjust, knowing he did when he whined for more.
With that whine, he began to slowly thrust in and out of the other. Matt was steadily adjusting to the pain, starting to let out sounds of pleasure with each movement into him.
"Ngh mmmm~ Fuck, Matt  You're so tight~" Tord groaned out as his speed gradually got faster. Though it started to feel better, Matt could still feel the pain and couldn't help tears from forming in his eyes.
"It hurts so-ahh- muuuuch"Matt huffed out, causing Tord to be  concerned.
"D-do you need me to stop?" Tord asked, getting ready to slow down.
"N-no!" Matt yelped, thrashing his head from side to side.
"Okay... if you say so," Tord replyed, still unsure. He moved his hand forward and grabbed a hunk of hair tightly.
"AGH!" The other moaned out making the other feel great that he made him make those sounds.
"Mmm~ pretty boy keep making those sounds!" Tord ordered, breathlessly.
He moved his other hand from Matt's waist down to his still erect member. While still going at a fast pace, he rubbed the tip and slowly started to pump his hand up and down.
This forced Matt to moan louder.
"T-TOORDD F-FuCK~ahHH~!" he yelped out, overwhelmed with complete pleasure
He suddenly felt that knot form back up in his stomach again and bucked his hip backwards into the other's thrusts.
Tord knew that Matt was about ready when he felt the precum starting to drip out. He placed his finger on the tip of the member, making the other whine.
"Don't come until I tell you to~"
Matt couldn't hold it but now it seems he has to.
Tord leaned into the back of Matt's neck and bit roughly, leaving a red mark. Matt let out shaky breaths from this.
"P-pleaseletmecUhHnn~AghH !" Matt began to beg as Tord gave an extra hard thrust, hitting his prostate, causing Matt to scream Tord's name at the immense pleasure.
Tord moved his hand away from Matt's member so he could now finish.
As soon as he stopped blocking him, the ginger's cock twitched and he came onto his chest, yelling out Tord's name in the process.
"Mmmn,TordtordTORDD~!"
Hearing Matt's moans as he orgasmed for the second time was apprantely enough to set Tord off the edge. He tugged at Matt's hair, giving a hard thrust as he came hard into the other. He groaned and closed his eyes tight as he did so and gave a few more thrusts before finally pulling out of the other. The ginger whined as he pulled out making Tord want to fuck him again. Instead, he just collapsed next to Matt and Matt rolled over onto his back.
Matt sighed and laughed at a thought that came into his head," we should probably get changed and clean up before Tom or Edd walk in."
Tord groaned and pulled Matt into his arms.
"Who cares, they probably fuck each other too" Tord smirked and kissed the other's lips.
"Mm... I guess" Matt said as he burst into laughter.
"Heh, your laugh is adorable pretty boy... Also I am really exhausted, I couldn't get to sleep before... I think you helped~"
Matt's face heated up again and he layed his head on the floor.
"...you helped me too, t-thanks "
Tord smiled softly and kissed his forehead.
"Good night sweetheart"
"G-goodnight Tord"

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