Love

Philophobia

        "Let's break up," Hadron said then left me.

Those were the last words I've heard from him. He and I were still high schools then. I don't know where did he went, and I don't know why did we break up he just left me with no explanation. It's been a year since then. We already graduated but I don't know if Hadron did too. There are many boys who are courting me but I rejected them because I don't want them to take for granted.

And here I am sitting on the bench the others are leaving the school already... but I don't want to go home yet.

"I want to feel loved again," I thought. Okay, let's make a decision. If someone went in front of me and if someone asks me if he can court me... then I will say yes.

"Fuuuuu," the air is nice here. Man, I want to stay here. Anyway what time is it? 4:30. Hmm. 6:00 if he didn't come here by 6:00 I'll leave. Who am I waiting anyway? No one. I guess?

5:00

5:10

5:20

Woah, time flies so fast. I looked around but there is no one around, just me, maybe I should get going, No! Patience, patience. 6:00 it is.

5:30

5:40

20 minutes!!! Argh, shut up you.

5:50

10 minutes left. Sigh, I guess no?

5:59

Ti-ting, ti-ting

6:00

I shall go then. I guess I waste my time for nothing. Maybe I should go to Mcdonald's or something-----

"Miss," said the guy who is Infront of me.

?!?!?!?!?!?!

"Can I court you?"

I looked up and it was sensei?! And what the hell? Court? Me? By sensei?

"Eh? W-Why?" I said then looked away

"Hmm. Maybe because you and I don't have the teacher-student relationship anymore?" although I looked away I saw his sweet smile.

Sensei Furukawa Yuri, our sensei in math and English and acting. He is popular in school because of his good looks tho. He is still young 28, I wonder he doesn't have a wife or girlfriend, maybe he's gay?! No, no, no, no.

Should I say yes? But, no, buts. I slapped myself 3x to check if I'm dreaming, but not. I should say yes because I waited here for hours!

"Ummmmm."

"Is that a no? Okay then, guess I should leave. Bye." He said then he face his back to me and walked away.

Before he got away I touched the back of his clothes.

"No!" I shouted. Sensei was shocked because of what I've said. W-Wait, why did I say no?

"Eeeeh? Haha, you'll catch me up then you going to say no? Ha ha," he said then chuckled.

Sensei is so handsome when he is laughing. Uh, focus!

"No, what I-I mean is, yes!" I said then looked at him straight in his eyes, "Take care of me then sensei!" then I hugged him.

Ah, shit he smells good. Daaaaaaamn, I'm so lucky.

"Okay then," he said then he hugged me back.

Years pass by, sensei and I become partners in life, he and I were good terms actually. He always supports me on what I'll do. He'll help me on studies and on everything! If I'll describe him in one word, then that word is perfect.