Love

Stare

         There is a guy who I like. His name is Mariv Crux. He is a type of person that will protect you no matter what, and a person who smiles lovely.

I'm Claire Flor, who is his classmate and his. . . bestfriend .

Pagkarating ng service namen sa school naka antay siya don, pagkababa ko sisigaw niya na naman ay:

"FLOOOOOOOR!"

He is the type of person who is always energetic, 24/7. Although he is like that, I still like him tho.

Then he help me with my things to bring it up on the second floor, although I can handle them. . .

"Hey, I like you," I thought while I am walking beside him.

We became good friends actually, then I really want to let him know but I don't want to, it's not like I am scared.

I haven't told others about it because I know they will be conscious about it. Then one day, I already told him.

While we were walking around the school we were joking around.

"Hey, I like you." I said to Mariv

He is staring at me then his face completely became red then he covered his face.

"Hey what is your answer?" Teasing him.

He looked away and said, "I-I like you too,"

"Really since when?"

"Since I met you."

Then I'm the one who became red he is teasing me either.

Then in the end we got together.

We were practicing that time, but our instructor said, "water break!" so we decided to take a break.

I am alone in the room sitting in the table.

"Lonely," I said in my mind.

Then a minute later Mariv face showed up. He pulled a chair and put it infront me then he sat down.

"Massage me."

I smiled and do exactly what he said. His head were relaxing on my big tighs his eyes were close. So I am pinching his noise and chicks.

Then suddenly he said something that makes my heart beat crazy.

"I love you," he said while his eyes are close and he has a big smile on his face.

"I-I love you too."

Then we smiled together.

There was a girl who went infront of me while I'm walking and she said, "can you please make a distance from Mariv? Please?"

I didn't answered her just gave her a smile and left.

The other day Mariv and I are still talking to each other then that girl is still staring.

"I told you to keep a distance right?" she said

"Sorry but I can't" I said then left her again.

The one day I got sick yet I still went to school.

Someone touched me and said, "ma'am Claire is sick!"

"Bring her to the clinic" my teacher said but I hestitated.

Mariv went to me and put out his hand and said, "can I feel it?"

"What?"

"Your temperature"

I didn't put my head against his hand yet he pushed his chair backwards and put his gentle hand on my head.

"You're sick," he said

"I know, haha," I replied.

"Let's go to the clinic," he said then pull me all the way to the clinic.

In the end the nurse gave a medicine but I didn't drink it. I don't like medicines.

--Lunch--

I went to the canteen with himand he is asking a million of questions and I can't answer all of them, like:

"Hey what do you want?"

"Choose, I'll pay"

"Are you still okay?"

"You should eat."

"What kind of food you want to eat?"

"There is soup want some?"

And many more. But I rejected all of them tho. Haha.

He is the most caring person on the world yet I let him go.

He and I broke up because I don't like him anymore. He still can't accept it so we got ourselves into fight.

I didn't know that there will be a day that we are able to talk each other again normally.

It was like, we were starting from strangers again.

We are still on the same section tho.

One day our class played truth or dare. And I heard their conversation.

A: truth or dare?

M: truth

A: did you loved Claire?

M: no, *walks out*

I just smiled, although it hurts.

Then my bestfriend and I have this conversation

M: you know that time he walks out?

Me: yea?

M: he said something that the others didn't heard.

Me: how did you heard it then?

M: because when he said it,he was infront of me.

Me: so, what did he said?

M: he said, "I didn't love her because we were still young when I fell in love with her."

I don't if I'm gonna be happy or not but I don't care anymore, what I care now is what we have now.

Good to be back, old friend and past lover.

Thank you for the memories.