Wish You Were Mine (Fillie)

Chapter 8

Finn's POV

"Mike, I understand" El said to me

"Oh, really? Uh, cool" I awkwardly replied

"Cool." She smiled.

She looked down and I took the chance to look at her. She was beautiful, even without the wig. She looked over at me and I immediately looked down, feeling a slight blush on my cheeks.

"CUT" Matt Duffer called, bringing us back to reality. "That was great you guys! Good job on that chemistry Finn and Millie."

"Thanks Matt" Millie cheerily replied, back in her normal voice.

"Yeah thanks, can I go take a rest?" I asked

"Yeah, sure. Be back in 2 hours because we still have more to shoot. Oh, and be ready to cry!"

I walked to my trailer in the chilly air. The walk really wasn't that far but it seemed to drag on forever as the wind whipped my face and made me shiver. I needed to go lay down and think.

When I finally got to my trailer, I opened the door quickly and rushed inside, taking my shoes off as I walked to my bed and immediately plopped down when I got there. I closed my eyes and rubbed my face with my hands. What was wrong with me? I always thought that Millie was cute, but I had never felt anything until that scene. The thing with acting, especially when you're young, is that when you have chemistry scenes, it's hard to tell if your feelings are fabricated or genuine. She was just great at acting that it was hard to tell if the chemistry that she showed in the scene was real. UGH WHY WAS THIS SO CONFUSING???? All I knew was that the blush in that scene was real for me and I didn't know if I was just embodying my character or feeling real emotions. I heard the door of the trailer next to mine slam and I jumped at the sudden noise. Millie must have been in her trailer now. My face got warm thinking about her. I still didn't know if it was real though. I was only 12 years old, Millie only 11. But she was honestly stunning. Calm down Finn, she's just your cast mate. I told myself and slapped myself in the face to let it really sink in. "GAAAAH" I exclaimed as the side of my face tingled. Slapping myself did not help, my potential feelings did not change, the only difference was that my face and hand now hurt. Goddamnit Finn you are such a dumbass!

I grabbed my phone and decided to look through Instagram to distract myself . I scrolled through what was on my feed and as I was scrolling, my heart jolted for a second because the face that I saw on my screen was none other than that of Millie Bobby Brown. I clicked on the account name (milliebobbyb) and scrolled through her feed. I saw pictures of her when she had long hair and also a picture of her in a pink wig. I remembered her long hair but I thought she looked fine either way. A knock at my door made me jolt and I quickly closed out of the Instagram app. Double tapping the home button and swiping up to get rid of any trace. I then got up and opened the door and my heart skipped a beat when I saw Millie.

"Hey Finnlard"

"Oh, uh, h-hi" I stuttered out

"Are you alright Finn"

"Uh, yeah you just surprised me that's all"

"Ok, well sorry about that but we need to get going to shoot our next scene"

"Alright. I'll meet you there, I have to put on my shoes."

"No, I'll wait for you"

"Ok, I'll be quick" I got my shoes on as fast as I could and cursed under my breath when I realized that I had put them on the wrong feet. I switched them and ran through the door, almost running in to Millie in the process.

"Woah Wolfhard, what's the rush?"

"Sorry, I thought that we were gonna be late for shooting" I blushed slightly because I was rushing so that I could be with her faster.

We walked together and made casual conversation about the show. I wasn't sure what to do with my hands so just stuck them in my pockets. She was laughing at something stupid, and I couldn't help but stare at her because she is so pretty when she laughs. Her eyes brighten and her cheeks raise, revealing her perfectly imperfect teeth. She looked over at me and I looked away quickly. I wasn't used to this.

Sorry if this chapter was confusing idek