love me, love me not // wanna one park woojin

第八年 ; the eighth year

二十三岁 ; 23 years old

"let's break up," it was the first time yoomi had seen such a serious expression from donghyun.

"w-why?" she asked, playing with the hem of her skirt uncomfortably.

donghyun forced out a small smile, "you don't love me."

yoomi's eyes widened as she immediately denied. "what are you talking about? i love you, only-"

"you love park woojin."

the sound of park woojin's name broke her heart a little. she could try to convince herself that she had absolutely no romantic feelings towards him, but deep in her heart she knew. her feelings for woojin was more than just a regular best friend.

"no donghyun! please don't leave me, what can i do to make you stay?" she was begging him, attempting to go on her knees and has her hands together before her chest.

"yoomi, don't be stupid!" he frowned and held her up, he used enough power to stop her from moving, yet he did not hurt her one bit.

"how can i not see if you've changed after being with you for so long?" he said, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear as gently as ever. just like when they first started dating, he never changed.

"i don't deserve you, you deserve someone better," she said to him, tears streaming down her face as soon as she saw his own tears fall.

"don't say that yoomi, i'll still be here for you," he said. "it's about time i let go now. as much as i didn't want to pay attention, your heart never belonged to me completely. now that you've found that person, don't miss out just because you feel sorry."

he then took out a thick white envelope, "this is for your mother."

"donghyun, what on earth are you doing? i cannot accept this! you worked so hard for this, you can't just give it to me!" she shoved it back into his hands as he sighed in defeat.

yoomi was a crying mess by now, her heart was in such pain that even crying could not make her feel better. kim donghyun was the last person she would hurt in her life, but she did, and it must've caused a heck load of disappointment and heartbreak for him.

before leaving her house, he hugged her one last time. "i don't regret anything yoomi, thank you."

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her doorbell rang during the evening while she was preparing her work files for the next day, she dropped everything immediately and ran towards the door, hoping that it would be donghyun.

"why do you look so disappointed to see me?" woojin frowned and waved at her uncertainly. "what happened?"

she had been trying to avoid woojin as much as possible since he appeared in her life again, but she knew that she wouldn't be able to push him away. he had made his feelings clear to her once again and will not back off again.

it seemed so ridiculous how he claimed to be still in love with her. he left to become better, to become stronger so that she could feel safe to lean on him, but he didn't realise that he had made a mistake by doing so.

"so donghyun broke up with you because he thinks you like me?" he raised an eyebrow and summarised everything for himself.

Her tears reappeared as they talked about donghyun, she truly appreciated him as a boyfriend and she was a terrible person for hurting him.

"do you though?"

"huh?"

"do you like me?"

yoomi looked up from the ground to look at woojin instead, who looked just as serious as donghyun was before.

"how are you so sure that you still like me after this many years? it's impossible."

he suddenly stood up from the stairs that they were sitting on outside of yoomi's house and knelt down in front of her, taking both her hands in his.

"you think so?" his slightly teasing voice sent chills down her spine as she lost her ability to speak. "do you want me to show you then? how much i like you."

he brought her hands toward his beating heart, his eyes focused somewhere else instead of her due to his nervousness- a habit he had since the first time she met him.

"woojin, what the he-" yoomi's words were cut off by him softly placing his lips on her.

she attempted to pull away, but both her hands were locked in place with his right hand while his free hand pressed against her back, pushing her towards him.

it didn't take long until he ran out of breath. he covered his face in embarrassment because he definitely didn't plan to do everything he just did, and all she could do was just stare at him, completely stunned.

"god yoomi, why can't you see my feelings for you for all these damn years?"
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a/n: sorry i'm literally the worst when it come to writing fluff i SINCERELY APOLOGISE FOR THIS PIECE OF TRASH!!!!! daily reminder i love you all and woojin and wanna one and pd101 ((DONGHYUN DOESNT DESERVE THIS TREATMENT I LOVE HIM))